I recently started reading this book called "You are a Channel" by Sara Landon. It was this book I didn't know existed, I was searching for children's books on Kindle, and this popped up, I ordered a sample, and I couldn't put it down. See how miraculously the universe works right?
Anyway! I have been pursuing channeling for the last 1 year now ever since I watched people channeling on YouTube. What attracts me towards channeling is that sort of confidence people has in their own intuition. I am someone who always believed that I would only take wrong decisions. That my intuition is bad. That my father or mother would know better. I have always been afraid of taking my own decisions, afraid of making big blunders in life. What this has led to is me living a life that is inauthentic to me. I am living someone else's life. I am not becoming as successful as I have envisioned myself to be, and I feel that the reason for this is because I still do not know what I truly like or want. What my talents are. What my gifts are. I am very capable of copying other people, and perfectly imitating someone else that would you almost not even know I am faking it. As a result, I always attracted people who were attracted to the fake persona I had created to navigate in this world.
But those days are gone now, and I am curious about me now. WHO AM I? What unique talents and capabilities am I here to bring forth into New Earth?
And that is why I feel very very drawn to channeling. I have been practicing automatic writing for the last 6 months. I bought a 33 USD course by Lee Harris on "How to Channel". And not this book.
What I love about this book is that it gives many examples of what Sara's students went through while channeling and how each person's way of channeling is different from the other. I got to understand the difference between channeling nature spirits, automatic writing, verbal channeling, trance channeling, mediumship and so on.
One of the advice Sara gives is to read out what you have written during automatic writing to yourself. She also says that we can not only channel council, angels, ascended masters; we can also channel the higher selves of other people. This really fascinated me!
So, today I decided to channel my father's and sister's higher selves.
I sat down and took a couple of deep breaths. I then imagined a staircase coming down from my head center to the heart center and tried to focus on how my heart was feeling. My head was feeling overwhelmed with all my to do lists for the Monday, but my heart felt fine. I then asked myself, "what does my father's higher self-want to tell me today?".
I suddenly felt this heavy heart, deep sadness and I burst out crying. I couldn't hold it in. I had to let it out. I took my pen and opened my notebook and started writing down what was coming through.
I asked my father's higher self what he was feeling. He said that he was feeling alone, isolated and misunderstood. That he was a hardworking, disciplined good man but he is deeply misunderstood and wishes that we acknowledged his presence more. To give you some context, my father is the only man in a house full of women. So, I understood when he said he felt misunderstood. I apologized to my father's higher self and took notes of intentionally taking time out to spend more time with my father this week onwards and listen to what he had to say.
Now, what really shocked me was when I decided to then channel my sister's higher self. I asked, "what does my sister's higher self-want to tell me today?".
Almost that VERY INSTANT, my heart became neutral, cold and emotionless. The feelings of sadness and heaviness disappeared! How could such intense feelings of sadness suddenly disappear? Till then I thought that maybe it was my feelings of sadness about my relationship with my father that triggered the tears or heaviness. But when I channeled my sister and the way my mood changed in an instant, that gave my assurance that I DEFINITELY was channeling their higher selves.
This episode today has motivated me to keep going. It's made me realize that I don't need social media or news channels to know what is happening and that all that I need to know is within me. Isn't this so freaking empowering! I am super excited to keep going and keep practicing. Sara suggests that it is better to have a 'buddy' to practice channeling. So, if you are just as drawn as I am to be channelling, then reach out to me and let's be buddies and practice channeling.
I hope me sharing this story will inspire you also to go inwards into the infinite wisdom that you have as well.
Much love to you!
Tania
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