Last week, I met so many people and had so many conversations.
I spoke with colleagues, with my manager—who suggested ways I could shift my direction. Then over the weekend, I met my girls’ group. Everyone brought different perspectives: life philosophies, parenting styles, work approaches, fashion tips, travel suggestions… the list went on.
That evening, I hosted my podcast, where I spoke to a channeler and received an entirely new set of ideas on how to live life. The next day, I met another friend and her mother. Again, we spoke deeply—about life, past, present, future. Then another aunty joined the mix, and the conversation turned to relationships, mental health, parenting.
By the end of it all, I couldn’t sleep. There were just too many ideas floating in my head. So much energy. So many directions. I felt overwhelmed.
A Mind Full of Voices
By Sunday night, I felt like a vessel holding everyone’s opinions, and none of my own. I knew I had to do one thing on Monday: meditate.
Because I couldn’t hear my own voice anymore.
Before I meditated, I felt scattered. It was as if my entire life needed a sudden reboot—how I parented, how I worked, how I created my podcast, how I took care of my health and finances, how I approached relationships.
It was too much.
Sitting in Stillness
But when I finally sat in silence, I let all my thoughts flow through. I didn’t judge anything—I simply observed.
That’s when the truth hit me: I hadn’t realized just how many people and ideas had passed through me in one week. No wonder I was overwhelmed.
But as I sat in meditation, it all surfaced—faces, conversations, tangents—and with that, clarity.
I finally understood why I had been feeling the way I was feeling. And that gave me joy. Not the fleeting kind, but the quiet joy of awareness. Because I wasn’t living unconsciously anymore. I was hyper-conscious.
I could finally recognize what was me and what was not me.
My True Energy
At my core, my energy is peace.
And I believe that’s true for each of us. At our center, we are complete. Whole. Not needing anything. We already have all that we need.
So why do we chase money, status, likes, followers, relationships?
Because we want to feel safe. Loved. Seen. In control.
That’s why we build side hustles, portfolios, networks. That’s why we obsess over metrics and engagement. Not because we need them—but because we’re scared we’re not enough without them.
But here’s the truth:
Even if you have none of it—no side hustle, no portfolio, no connections—you are still safe.
You are still loved.
The Holy Connection
When you cut out the noise and sit with our soul, you remember:
You are always connected to God.
That connection flows through the Holy Spirit, present in each of us. And through that divine link, we are always loved, always protected, always safe.
Regardless of your past, your looks, your achievements. You are loved unconditionally.
Your angels, your guides, your ancestors—they are with you. Watching over you. Supporting you.
And once I remembered that in meditation, I no longer had any life-changing decisions to make. No pressure to pivot or prove. My life was already whole.
Nothing to Change
I didn’t need a new hairstyle, a new career, a better team, a new routine. I didn’t need a manicure or a fancy bag to feel worthy.
I already was worthy.
I already had peace, joy, love, and security—within me.
I Am a Creator
I am a creator. Just like God. Just like Christ.
And so are you.
That’s what we’re here to do—not hustle endlessly, but to create. To birth beauty, truth, and soul into the world.
The moment we stop creating, we shut ourselves off from the divine spark within us.
So I will keep creating.
Not because I have to. But because it is who I am.
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