DEATH in Car ACCIDENT Reveals TRUTH About Our SIMULATION! MET Strange Beings (NDE) | Malcolm Nair #13

Tania (00:01.392)

In today's episode, we have Malcolm Nyer, a man whose life took a profound turn after near death experience that reshaped his perspective on existence. His encounter with the unknown has not only altered his outlook on life, but also ignited a quest to comprehend the mysteries beyond our mortal grasp. Welcome to the Celeste of All podcast, Malcolm.

Malcolm Nair (00:21.532)

thank you very much, Tony. I appreciate it.

Tania (00:24.976)

So tell us what happened, what were the events that led you up to the near death experience?

Malcolm Nair (00:32.22)

What led to the events of the near -death experience was now very clear to me. It was inevitable. It was my tainted spirit whispering, guiding me, showing me. God, Source, the Creator, Energy was always there guiding me, talking to me, teaching me, giving me everything that I wanted. But my tainted soul, my ego mind, my ego spirit,

was not heightened or aware enough to go through the cycles and patterns and karmas differently. So I was unable to change and shift them in reality and I was just going, leading towards my ego, my ego death. So I was going towards destruction. So when I would get whispers, I would ignore them and I would say, no, I do want a cigarette.

get me a cigarette, I need a cigarette, I need drugs, I need sex, I need girls, I need partying, I need to do more drugs, I need to do the ecstasy and the cocaine and then the Percocet, we need to sniff it and then I need to do mushrooms and I need to do cocaine and crack and alcohol and you know, and when I was becoming homeless, it was like I wasn't switching my mindset to...

No, I'm not going to be homeless. It was like, OK, this is what's happening. How do I change? I didn't know how to change. So I just was always going towards destruction. It was like, OK, acceptance. So I learned how to accept the inevitable. So when I was getting into criminal events like assault, you know, drinking, pre drinking at home or partying, then going to the club, then going strip clubs, then going to the bar.

Then going to, you know, I was already loaded going there and I would end up drinking and driving and going home with five, six, seven people in my car. And so I would drive people home, but I was like so hammered. I was going on curves. It was so crazy that not one person called the cops. Not one cop saw me, but I was going over curves. That's how drunk I was. I was like,

Malcolm Nair (02:56.124)

always living that life. I would even if I was annoyed or pissed off or road rage and I was in traffic, I would go out of the traffic and kind of go on the other side and do stupid crazy things like you see on the news. And that was me. Or if someone pissed me off, I'd get out of my car and threaten people. And then the realization came to me after my near death experience that, my God, they have a child in the car.

my god, I have my child in the car. my god, what am I attracting? Now they're getting out of the car with a bat. I'm getting out of the car with a bat. We both have kids in the car. So, everything always escalated with me. I always put myself in the midst of turmoil. So I would always be the first to jump into a crowd and when there's a fight or I would like get jumped or I would get into a crowd, I would always be the one that was attracting that. If I go clubbing,

there would be all eyes on me. I would be the attractor. So for some weird reason, I don't know. I do know, but I kind of say I don't know because now I know at that time I didn't know why I was going clubbing and all the girls would stare at me or all the guys would stare at me and I would attract fights. I don't know. I do know why now, but I didn't know then I was attracting jealousy, insecurity, competition.

Tania (04:02.0)

haha

Malcolm Nair (04:23.548)

People were competing with me all the time. Men were always trying to compete with me that I was, why is this guy doing everything? Why is it possible that he can get everything? And then they would fight with me or start a fight. And the girls weren't even their girls. It was just random people and hours of nobody getting anything. Why is it that I show up and I can get these girls? Right? So those kinds of things I was attracting. So anyways, long story short, the...

That was my life, just to paint a picture. And then the closer that I got to my near life or near death was, you know, more and more of that trauma, you know, indifference, loathing, family trauma, being a victim, having that mindset of, you know, it's their fault. Why did they do this?

my mom abandoned me, my dad abandoned me, and I would swear, I would use such harsh words like that bitch, that fucking, like I can swear and use those words, but you'd have to edit them out and people would see how bad my language was horrible. And like horrible. So I would have that perspective on life.

Tania (05:34.352)

I'm in the Middle East.

Malcolm Nair (05:47.196)

perspective and judgment and crucification on my family, on acquaintances, on friends, on aunts and uncles and I attracted it back. So nonetheless, this one night, so I was working construction, warehouse jobs, you know, I worked in over a hundred different roles. I've worked in over a hundred. When I say that, I'm not, I'm not guesstimating, I'm not boasting, I'm not...

You know, kind of just saying words like you hear people say, I've worked 20 jobs. I've literally worked over 100, over 100, well over 100 jobs. I've got fired over 100 jobs. I've lived in over 100 homes my entire life. I've been to nine schools throughout the entirety of my life. I've also...

You know, so when I say I've lived in 100 homes in one year, I lived in over 25 homes in one year. I counted that I would move. I go to a place into a basement suite or a home in Vancouver or Alberta, and I would get evicted or I get kicked out or something would happen. Circumstances would happen. I would have to move out and. I in one year, 25 times and.

My mom was a single mother. She raised my sister, my older sister and me, and then she had a younger daughter as well. So my step sister, but she herself growing up from the subconscious from her womb, I've already moved so many times than when I, which she gave birth to me by the time I was five years old, we moved over 25 times, 30 times. And then as I got older, we moved a hundred times. So if you add,

my experience with my mother and myself over 200 times. I'm not elaborating there. I'm telling the truth. That was just my life experience. So when you ask, you know, what was my life before? It was, it was a, I didn't understand left brain and right brain and heart and brain coherence and frequency and energy. All I knew was destruction. All I knew was turmoil, pain and suffering.

Malcolm Nair (08:10.236)

I used to go for MRIs and CAT scans every week because I had migraine headaches and I used to see so many things, but I didn't know what it meant at that time. So again, I was 23 years old when my car accident came about. I was working in a warehouse and you know, it was Friday, I believe. And I come home after work and I'm like,

Chillin', you know the slangs we all used to use back in those days. Chillin' and I wanna hang out and I wanna drink and tonight's gonna be the night and I'm gonna hook up with this girl. I visualize or I envision. But those are languages we use today. Back then, I didn't know how to put language into it, but now I was envisioning, I was visualizing, I was imagining and I was attracting those circumstances. So.

Tania (08:50.096)

Hehehehe.

Malcolm Nair (09:07.228)

I played it all out of my mind, I made a phone call, and everything came into existence. The girls that I wanted, the partying that I wanted, the drugs that I wanted, the alcohol that I wanted, it was all created. It just happens. I didn't go out of my way to be like, okay, I have to go buy this, do this, do this. It just lands into your life. So I'm at this house and I make the phone call, she agrees with it.

She's like, yeah, okay, I'll do that for you, Malcolm. I'll call up these girls and I'll call up these guys and just come to my house when you're ready. Come show up and I'll be here. So she's called me. Are you almost on your way? I'm like, yeah, I'm on my way. And I show up and everybody's already there and I'm already loaded. I had already 12 beers and mushrooms and XC, cocaine and weed. They're smoking weed there and I'm smoking cigarettes. I'm already a chronic smoke smoker. I used to smoke two packs of cigarettes a day.

So just to kind of give you perspective of my mentality, I started smoking when I was eight years old. I started drinking when I was eight years old. I started having sex when I was 12 years old. So I could unattract a lot of viewers right now, but be patient and listen to this. So. Yes.

Tania (10:24.56)

It's sad for the childhood as well, right? I mean, you lose the childhood in the process, so you're not gonna let any audience go.

Malcolm Nair (10:35.9)

There you go. So I was a child, but I was not realizing I was a child because I had to come up with my own decision making at an early age because my perspective was like, my mom's like this, my dad's like this. There are two different provinces and my mom's with all these different people in her life, boyfriends, uncles, uncles. And my dad's there with this different wife and married. And I don't like the prisoner mindset, lifestyle rules and regulations. He's...

He's toxic, he's abusive, he's hitting women, throwing women into walls. My mom's abusive towards all the men, taking choppers inside their head, being cut. And I'm taking care and babysitting my three -year -old sister, hearing gunshots in the back alleys, and I'm home alone while my mom's working for 14 hours. So that's another realm of my reality, right? So again, I'm at this party at 23 years old.

And this is what's happening. And again, I had a victim mentality. So you wouldn't have felt sorry for me back then because I was just toxic, aggressive, and I blamed everybody. So you would not resonate or have a... It would be hard to have a heart for somebody like me at that time. Okay, so nonetheless, so majority, everything's my fault. I had to surrender, take blame, you know, and forgive.

my mother, my father, my life circumstances, everything that I put everybody through, that I put myself through. So that's my perspective now. But at that time, I'm doing lines of cocaine, they're making it in the kitchen, and I'm drinking and I'm just doing that. That's called living life. I was living life. And they said, hey, come, your line is ready, okay. And then I'm like,

I have a whole bag of mushrooms. So I'm like chewing it, eating the whole bag by myself. And I'm trying to get people involved. I'm like, here, take this, try this. And people are getting high, throwing up, going to sleep. And I'm like, what the heck? This is stupid. People can't handle. So I had an addictive personality and I had a tolerance of no other. I had a tolerance that I never experienced other people having.

Malcolm Nair (12:54.78)

Maybe not with drinking like a fish because I would drink with certain people and they could like just drink 24 packs, 24 packs. But I was able to mix things and not get affected for some reason. Like I would do different things. And so I'm still there and I'm getting bored and I'm like, I want to leave it my subconscious. And my awareness was like, let's go. Why would my spirit do that? Why would my spirit?

or my consciousness say, let's go have more fun. Let's go party. Let's go find this girl. So that's why I call it my tainted spirit. At that time, it was two ends of the spectrum where there's a whisper saying, you're better than this. Don't do this. But I had an ego mind and an ego spirit saying, let's go drink. Let's go party. Let's go find the next resolve. And it was hard for me.

to listen to that subtle, subtle whisper that should have been the strongest whisper to hold me back and say, don't do this. But it was whispering, don't do this, don't drink, don't do this. So I'm leaving and people around me are saying, don't leave, are you okay? Are you sure? I'm like, I'm fine, I'm good. No, it hasn't kicked in yet, right? And I go to my court, don't, no, and I...

go and I go and I'm fine. But I'm not fine after 20 minutes of everything kicking in and going like this. And I forget the address of where I'm supposed to go. And I go in circles and I end up, you know, after the whole, you know, being on life support, I brain damage, short -term memory loss, bleeding in my brain, blood clots.

brachial plexus, spinal cord, neck injuries, paralyzed on the right side of my body. So the forgetfulness kicked in then and I did not know where I was going and I end up speeding so fast and realizing that it's not the drugs. That's how fast I'm driving in a residential area in Calgary, Alberta. And I'm speeding so fast.

Malcolm Nair (15:19.804)

And I'm just going and going and going so, so, so fast that I side swiped two vehicles. That slowed me down to a hundred kilometers an hour. I blacked out hitting two vehicles, damaged those two vehicles, and I still managed to go 100 kilometers an hour and I hit the foundation of a concrete home and I ejected out of my vehicle head first out of the car. And I fly out of the car head first.

But that's what they say. But I dragged myself out of the vehicle because I was stuck. So when I hit the house...

My body was found on the passenger side of the vehicle. My spirit came back into my body, dragged myself out of the vehicle onto the right side of the vehicle and laid flat there. My car was crushed and the people in the house, anyone, even I would contemplate, hey, did the owner of that house, the mother and the son, because I was out of body, I was already experiencing out of body, being able to...

see everything all at once and hear thoughts, feelings and emotions. So I heard them immediately through my spirit that the son woke up, the mother came down the stairs, the son came up the stairs. And I know this because it was all in the investigation after. So I would know things before people knew things. So I witnessed them outside staring at my body and I still don't know if they pulled me and Angel pulled me.

But I do know because of other experiences that I shared and I do in real in my life, I came back into my body and I dragged myself out of my car and laid on the passenger side or I was pulled. You can put that together yourself. And when the investigation took place and the cops and the ambulance and everybody came, they're taking pictures. My body was found on the right side.

Malcolm Nair (17:23.612)

And when I... I'm already out of my body, but I'm in and out of my body. So that's my ability. I can go in and out of my body. So I'm not knowing how to control it at this time when I hit the house. But I was very lucid. And so the ambulance comes, I'm waiting, and they're trying to revive me. He's losing too much blood. We're losing him.

Like I can hear their thoughts. They're not talking, they're just going, but I can feel how, I can hear how they feel. So I can hear that they're saying, my gosh, right? That feeling of, my gosh, that feeling of he's losing too much blood, but they also verbalize that. I know that. And you know, we gotta go, we gotta get going because if we stay here, we're not gonna make it. So they finally start driving. The ambulance starts driving and when they start driving,

and they're resuscitating me and pumping air and doing all that, I come out of my body to watch them. And I go out of the vehicle to watch them. And I'm like right over the vehicle and the vehicle's going all the way to the hospital. And I'm following it and I'm in, back into the ambulance, watching my body, but I'm not my body, I'm detached. I don't have, I do have a connection. I do have an emotion, but I'm...

I knew that I'm not that. Like, how do I feel for that body, but I don't feel for that body. Like, poor body. That's what it felt like. poor, poor body. Hopefully they can help that body. That's what it felt like. Hopefully they can help that body. That somebody. But that's me. That's what I thought was me. So at that time I did not understand. And now the language is I know that.

the awareness, the spirit, I understand it now. So to give perspective, that was my experience. And so I go, I get to the hospital and they have me on the gurney taking me all places for my leg, for testing, for blood, for this. And everyone's shocked, like this guy hit a house, is he alive or is he dead? Is he paralyzed? Is he a vegetable? What is, what's, what? They don't know nothing. And even,

Malcolm Nair (19:51.228)

After life support, they still did not know nothing for months. They did not know what neck injury I had, what spinal cord injuries I had, if I had blood clots in a certain area, they didn't know if I had brain death. They did not know nothing at all. So it gave me more power to be empowered for myself because they did not know anything. My spirit knew. I knew everything that was going on with my body. I never...

Attached to the diagnosis. I never attached to their confusion. I never attached to what they said I had so anyways I get into the main hospital room hours and hours go by I can hear phone calls to my mother to the father to the sister to the aunts to the uncles then I can hear my mom Calling other family members from Vancouver and everywhere that people are traveling Fiji, you know Australia New Zealand I can hear

I'm there at the same time, but it's not it's it's it's like if I'm there at the same time, but I want my spirit to go there, my spirit can go there, but I didn't have to take my spirit there. My my my in tune -ness, my frequency was there. So if I if someone's there having lunch, they're having conversations and having a phone call and someone's on the phone call sounds picking up. I'm there. I'm at all.

Tania (21:07.312)

Mm.

Malcolm Nair (21:16.06)

those locations at once. And so I was seeing family eating food and looking around. You know, when people think they saw a spirit or a ghost, that's what it was like. So I was going by the hallway, going into the lunch room and I would see my cousin go like this. They thought they saw me. And there was other times my mom was on the phone. I'm seeing her as if I'm feeling her. I feel her on the phone, like just, just like,

waiting, but I can hear all of her vocals before she verbalized. I can hear everything, what she's going to think, what she's going to say. And then they pick up the phone and right when they pick up the phone, I enter the frequency and they answer the phone and I'm there. And then I wanted to show up into their car. So they're on a road trip, going on vacation and I'm in their car or around their car. I can see my cousins in the back seat and I can see my aunt and uncle in the front and

He turns around and says, Malcolm is in a car accident, we gotta turn around. And they're like bummed out because they're bummed out, whatever, who cares. But they had to make that decision. My cousins, they go home, I think only my uncle or my aunt show up or whatever. And they turn around, they're on their way to California or something from Vancouver. And so their plans got canceled. But then not only that experience, but...

many other experiences. So as I'm going in and out of surgery, I'm also in and out of surgery. I have to be there with my body. I have to feel that I have a connection so I can support my blood flow, my breathing. When I couldn't breathe, I came back into my body and I took out my breathing tube. So my breathing tube was giving me air, giving me oxygen, but it was

It was in a position and my neck brace was on. It was in a position that I couldn't breathe anymore. But even I didn't have to, I was a spirit. So why did my spirit go back into my body, take out the tube, take out my neck brace. And my mom starts screaming and crying when the nurses come and look at my body because they heard what was going on. And I'm unconscious again. And my spirits out of my body and I watched my mom come and scream.

Malcolm Nair (23:42.14)

And the nurses come and they panic.

Tania (23:44.112)

You took it out? Like you were unconscious, you woke up, you took out the neck brace?

Malcolm Nair (23:48.764)

Yes, I didn't wake up. The power that my spirit gave my body that was paralyzed. Listen to this. When I woke up off life support, it was like a ton of bricks hit me, crushed, crushed me. Like one ton, two tons, I was crushed. I hit a house going 100 kilometers an hour. When I woke up off life support, I could not move. So now think of that, I could not move.

Tania (24:17.648)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (24:17.788)

My leg was broken, my arms could not move, I had to go like this and it would fall down. So I used two hands to take off my neck brace.

So the spirit gave me the power to take off my neck brace and I implanted messaging into my mom's brain to give me water. So 20 minutes later, another ability that I did was I influenced my mom to give me water. No one's allowed to do that when you're on Life's Where you're not allowed to just go give your kid water. But she had a calling. She had a compelling. She had a intuition. But it was me.

Tania (24:49.072)

Yeah.

Malcolm Nair (24:58.78)

I told her I need water. So she said, I, my son's asking for water. Cause I went like this.

Tania (25:08.208)

my god.

Malcolm Nair (25:08.22)

and my mom saw it in the perfect moment. So she read my mind and she saw me, but the nurses thought she was crazy. The nurses thought the whole thing was crazy. They didn't know what to believe, but she was so emphatic and aggressive. She was aggressive. You know, a mother would be aggressive. So she was aggressive and she was determined to give me water, but they said, you can give him ice chips. So that was good enough.

Tania (25:29.04)

Yeah.

Tania (25:36.176)

Yeah.

Malcolm Nair (25:37.34)

because I was so dehydrated. So the neck brace and the tube was gonna be a problem. The water, the dehydration that I had from all the alcohol, all the drugs could have killed my body, could have shut down my body. So I needed that water. So that helped. Another thing, I was 10 times over the blood alcohol limit.

Tania (25:56.912)

you

Tania (26:04.784)

Wow.

Malcolm Nair (26:06.076)

So, okay, so this is the first podcast I'm going into details that I've never done before. So, trust me, each one people will find out more. Anyways, my...

Tania (26:13.84)

Okay.

Malcolm Nair (26:22.3)

Mom then had to make a decision. So the nurses and the called the specialist, the doctor, they determined, all right, it's time. He's responding. And so they all gather up. There's different groups, different families. They're all discussing, discussing, and they decide ultimately let's unplug him because they're optimistic. He's responding. Right. And so as my mom.

made that decision, the final decision, going to the plug, the outlet in the wall. And she's about to unplug me. She goes into contemplation. And in that moment, I go into contemplation and I leave my body again. Or not my body, the area. I leave the area because I was already in and out of my body going everywhere. And so I start to go into contemplation.

Tania (27:09.84)

Mm.

Malcolm Nair (27:20.924)

And that's when I decided to leave and I go. But it wasn't my decision. It was the ultimate decision of gravitational pull. It was a gravitational decision. It was like surrender. It was readiness. It was, you know, it just happened. And I just go and I leave the room, the hospital room, and I leave the...

through the wall and I go up and above the hospital and I can see the sky and I'm leaving the room, leaving the hospital, going further and further away. But it's not by choice, but it's like by choice and it's like unknown, but it's known and it's like indecision, but it's a decision. It's unexpected, but it's expected. So all of these valuable words are very important for people to understand.

And I didn't get it. Even after I woke up from life support, I did not get it for a few years. I did not change for several years after I woke up off life support. And even after living life and going back to work, I did not change. The change, I'll get to the change after when we get to that part. So I'm leaving and I see a tunnel, not a tunnel. I see, I don't even see anything. It's a vortex that just...

grabs me and I enter a vortex. So I entered this vortex and it's clear translucent. And then as it takes me up, it's like turns like from translucent, I can see through it to now I'm going so fast, like light years and it becomes like black and I can see like, that's when I start hearing and seeing and feeling more of what I can do, like the thoughts, the feelings, the emotions before I

have my life review, I'm already contemplating people all around the world or all around my experiences, all around my perspectives, other people's perspectives, all the thoughts, all everyone talking, I can faces and emotions and everything I'm leaving behind was already happening. I can see like lights, people want to call it galaxies, people want to call it

Malcolm Nair (29:45.564)

Frequency people want to call it planets people want to call it whatever but that's what I saw lights I'm not gonna say it was a galaxy galaxy, but whatever it was people who who think they're experts can tell me right so that's what I experienced and I'm going and I'm getting unnerving I'm getting uneasy I'm feeling vulnerable. I'm feeling weak. I'm feeling scared. I'm feeling vomiting I'm

But why? I was a spirit. I'm not going to vomit, you know? But that's what it felt like. And so I said, when is this going to end? When is this going to stop?

and I had to learn how to surrender. I had to learn how to detach. I had to learn how to be in stillness and acceptance. And so as I'm doing that,

In the void, in the blackness, I asked, is this going to become white light? Am I going to see something or am I going to be in a void for eternity? And that was my fear. And in the darkness, I surrendered in the darkness, in my own fraudulence, in my own weakness, in my own fear, in my own doubt.

I come to a calmness of, I'm done, it's over, take me, I accept. And then a white light shows up, just like the white behind me. And it was black behind me, white in front of me, and I can feel welcomed. Voices, but it's a feeling, I can hear whispers and voices of welcome.

Malcolm Nair (31:43.292)

You're back. You're here now. Don't worry. It's OK. How was your life? How was school? How is that experience? You know, did you notice this? Did you notice that? And I'm like, wow, I felt like comfortable being uncomfortable. And I felt all these emotions and I felt welcomed. And so before I can step inside the light.

I see the angels, I see guardians, I see them all and they're like almost it's in the heavens and they're bowing down and surrendering not to me but just that's their essence and they're angelic and like a they're powerful but they're surrendered. They're all knowing but they're not expecting and not knowing but they're humble. That's like the essence of

true power. And so I see that but then I see another figure being and the being tells me.

Malcolm Nair (32:52.7)

Are you ready? And I started contemplating what am I ready for? What do I see? And what do you want? He asked. It was a powerful being. And I didn't know, but I knew because instead of being confused and sticking with the I don't know what to do, there was an innate knowing inside of us.

and that innate knowing knew to see my life and contemplate. And I saw how I treated everything and everybody and how everybody that I treated, how they felt, they were treated. And I saw how I would ask for money and never give it back or over promise and under deliver or fake promises and lies and condemning and judgment and ego. So that experience,

felt crazy to me and I'm like seeing my future son, my son being older and remember at that time I have already a son and now he's 20 years old and I had a son already at that time and and so I'm seeing how he's gonna feel, how he's gonna grow up and I'm also seeing you know the relationships that I could have that I didn't have that

you know, that I'm not going to have the friends that I'm going to lose, the acquaintances that I'm going to cut off. And I kind of knew everything from a higher dimension looking down. And I could not just accept at that time the embrace, the love, the welcoming, the forgiveness, the non -judgment. I felt ashamed in myself. And I was...

I'm the judge. I was the biggest judge and I seen and I looked at source the big figure and I said,

Malcolm Nair (35:02.908)

I'm not ready. I want to go back. And,

Malcolm Nair (35:11.58)

Are you sure? was asked to me. And I said, I'm ready. And as soon as I said that, I went back the same way I entered. It just disappeared. Everything disappeared. And I went back down and I'm like, just going into the void, the black, the experience and...

I did not know nothing anymore. I forgot everything. I totally dismissed everything. It was just a glimpse. And right when I'm coming back into the sky, the atmosphere, and I see the plane, everything I can see, and then I go down to the building, the hospital, I could see it like how you see the terrain, the GPS, and I see it, and I go to the building, and I go.

and I go into the building, go into the room, over the bed, over my body, and I go into my body, and 15 minutes or something goes by, they've already unplugged me. Right at that moment is when my mom unplugged me, and I'm witnessing that, and they're sitting down in the room, my sister and my mother, and when everything connects,

Tania (36:25.552)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (36:40.22)

and I wake up in the moment of waking up, when do you wake up? Do you wake up before? Do you wake up after? Do you wake up when your eyes open? I tell all of my beautiful clients that come to me and that contemplation you got to understand and I could teach it but it's gonna take a while for me to express what I'm saying here. I was already awake but I made a decision and I woke up, I made a choice.

I said, what the fuck happened to my leg?

That's the choice I made when I woke up. And my leg was swollen, I couldn't move. I look at my sister, my mom, and I was negative and aggressive. And they look at me, right? You thought it was gonna be beautiful, right? But that's the shocker. That's the shocker. And no wonder I was hated. No wonder my mom wished death on me. No wonder my sister wished death on me. No wonder my family wished...

Tania (37:30.576)

Thank you.

Malcolm Nair (37:44.988)

Death on me. No wonder I was abandoned. No wonder I was feeling like a victim. No wonder nobody wanted me, liked me, and I experienced what I experienced because I hurt people. Hurt people hurt people and I hurt people and I made them feel pain and suffering that maybe they didn't deserve but I was doing it. I was giving them the experience. I used to abuse my mom. I used to verbally abuse my mom. I used to...

Tania (37:57.744)

Yeah.

Malcolm Nair (38:11.676)

I used to abuse my sister. I didn't know how to treat and respect women. I did not know compassion, love, respect, those I did not know nothing. And don't feel sorry for me when I was just because I was eight years old and my childhood, it's okay, right? So that's what I had to realize. But nonetheless, my mom looks at me and says, that's what you have to say after waking up from life support, you should be grateful.

and I felt those words, instead of receiving it with love, those words to me were daggers and cuts to me because my whole life I was always told and condemned and put down and the abandonment issues and my mom choosing men over me, my dad choosing women over me, the wives or people giving up on me.

cheating relationships. So to me everything was a cut. Everything was a dagger. I did not know how to receive love. I did not know how to receive compassion. So to me it was a trigger. Everything was a trigger. And I'm like, so? I said my leg, right? That was me. And I did not know how to acknowledge and comprehend and receive anything. I was rigid, hard.

more than ever. And so as the experience went on, I was already healing. I was already knowing. I was already aware of my experience that nobody understood or knew. While I was mad, while I was hurt, while I was upset, I remembered every now and then. And that kept me silent.

after raging, after frustration, after anger, after condemning, after ego, I would sit and I'd be like, I remembered the experience. And so people would talk to me, cousins would visit me and give me insight and they would explain to me, it's okay, your dad wrote you a letter because he's afraid to see you or hear, this is the message from your mom and your uncle because...

Malcolm Nair (40:36.86)

just the way you are, nobody wants to come see you, they're scared of seeing you. But I didn't, at that time, realize it, I felt like these assholes. I just died, nobody wants to see me. That was my mindset. No friend, nobody showed up at my quote unquote deathbed, right? That was my mindset, that not even one friend showed up. And still, I would say that today, that not even one friend that I hung out with showed up.

when I was there. The people that you hang out with, that you drank, you did everything and you just cared for, nobody showed up. I remember one friend visited me, one person, and she wasn't even someone that was for years my friend, but we became friends and she visited me, I remember. But family showed up, the same family that wished death on me, that abandoned me, that chose men over me, women over me.

that said, I wish you died, I wish you got run over by a bus. So it was hard for me to see past that, you know, being condemned. And I just wanted to throw it in their face, lash it out, take everything brushed under the carpet that they say, it's okay, that was from the past. That's like, talk from behind, forget about it, let's just move forward. That was their mindset, all families' mindsets. You kind of know, like, that's the mindset. And...

Tania (42:04.272)

Yeah.

Malcolm Nair (42:05.276)

I would bring it back, I'm like, no, here, show it, see it. This is why I manage you, this is why they're wrong, this is why this is wrong, this is why the doctors are wrong, hospital's wrong, police is wrong, government is wrong, judges are wrong. And I did that for years and I got back into drinking and driving slowly but surely. I got back into drugs slowly but surely because that was my pattern.

That was my cycle. That was my karma. And I did not understand how to pay attention to it, how to get out of it. So I had to relive everything again. Drinking and driving, road rage, abuse, going to jail, criminal record, my license being taken away. I had over nine convictions. I had nine convictions. I had over seven warrants for my arrest or 14 warrants for my arrest, seven assaults.

I had domestic violence, I had every abuse under the sun, I -

So I had to change...

my patterns as they were occurring in the midst of frustration, pain and suffering turmoil. I had to learn how to learn.

Malcolm Nair (43:33.052)

to unlearn as the karmas were occurring, as the cycles and the patterns were occurring in real time, I had to just make a decision and I slowly started to realize decision, contemplation, surrender, detachment, awareness, fraudulence, pain and suffering. So for me to quit pharmaceuticals, for me to quit...

all the drugs they had me on, all the addictions I was putting myself on. I caught pneumonia seven times in a row every other week. Pneumonia. They were treating me for bronchitis. I had pneumonia and they found out I had pneumonia, but I would catch it again. Those were my karmas, my cycles that I was repeating, my patterns. I was not pattern recognizing that when the seasons change and I don't care,

and I'm upset with a girlfriend or my partner at the time or people or I'm not giving out good energy into the universe, I would smoke, I caught pneumonia. So I said, okay, well, I remember sacrificing. I remember making an oath to source to God, to me, my higher self. So maybe, maybe I can change. Maybe if I create a sacrifice and an oath and a dedication and a sacrifice and I...

and surrender and accept okay kill me then so I had to kill me I had to die so I died but I'm dying for what what am I dying for I came back so I'm dying for what so I died so I said for the cigarettes if I keep smoking kill me then die because if I'm not changing then kill me so I said that and so I caught pneumonia and I'm slowly dying

Tania (45:02.064)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (45:25.724)

Almost a month goes by liquid liquid liquid coming out of me I'm not knowing how to fix this not going to the hospital because I didn't like doctors I didn't like hospitals and so I was killing myself laying in bed filling cups up with liquid liquid liquid and finally my ex -girlfriend she picks me up out of the tub cold water she takes me to the hospital and they tell me what this is and I'm like, okay and so

I slowly stopped smoking, but I didn't quit. I made a decision. I said, if I stop a little bit, I'll take three puffs. And then I made a mistake. I smoked half of it. Then I would catch the pneumonia again. And then I would learn. And then next week, I would say, OK, I'm smoking while I have pneumonia, and I'm coughing and spitting out that much liquid. Mind me. So I'm still smoking. And so...

I smoke half, I make a mistake and I get it more and then I'm like, okay, and I throw it out. I get scared. I'm like, and then I go through the lesson after a few days and then I take one puff and I'm like, okay, you did good. You took one puff. Wow. And then slowly I learned to quit smoking cigarettes. It took me months to quit smoking, almost a year. So 27 years old is when I...

quit smoking. My car accident happened when I was 23. So you see the cycles took long and so then I started so this is gonna be very valuable for the people who know me and people who have watched my other interviews because they always ask me how did you change? you came back changed, you came back powerful. Listen, it's a process. But I help people go through this process much faster.

Tania (46:52.816)

Hmm.

Tania (47:07.536)

Hmm.

Tania (47:13.008)

Mm -hmm.

Malcolm Nair (47:17.884)

You know if you look at some reviews and stuff like that, but anyways, so I quit smoking the pneumonia changes and Then I have to deal with crack Cocaine remember when I was 14 years old. I was a crack addict. I was a cocaine addict at 14 years old I was homeless when I was 15. So those Carmas come back and bite you in the butt and I was like

Tania (47:31.248)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (47:44.316)

Okay, so now this house situation right that cycle came back so we get house situations we get money situations We get you know, what other situation, you know, like cigarettes was that one? Not having a home was another one keeping a job money becomes one, you know these cycles these fears these paradigms these subconscious paths these generational curses and

The mother issue started coming up again. The father issue started coming up again. The sister issues, the girlfriend issues started coming up again. Each thing, if I sit here and express to you how I changed everything, you might as well book a session. Okay, so that was my experience, right?

Tania (48:29.616)

Hehehehehe

Tania (48:38.8)

Wow, honestly, I usually take a lot of notes, but you are such a good storyteller. You know, it was so engaging to hear the whole thing and so inspiring as well. You know what you said? You went, you saw what was on the other side, and then you came back and you said, what the hell happened to my leg? You know, in Bhagavad Gita, they say something which is so we are right now in our body. When we go to sleep, you see dreams.

And then when you wake up, you are back in your body, correct? So in the same way, right now, when you went there, that soul, that spirit is you. When you come back into earth, you wake, that is the dream. So earth is a dream. So when I wake up, right now I'm Tanya, a supply chain analyst. When I go to dream, I can be a king, I can be a peasant, I can be whatever. But when I wake up, I'm back as Tanya. So if you had not come back right now,

Another client said the same thing. Another client, no, another guest. Because you chose to come back right now, you came back into the same frequency of the body. And then you started dealing with it. If you had not come back, then the next time you reincarnate, you will come back into the exact same or probably even a worse childhood. And then you would have to purge it all over again from the start.

Malcolm Nair (49:59.612)

So how did I, I came back worse. So, yes I was worse before, but now it was like, worse because I had that experience and I'm doing it again. And I was also contemplating, you don't want to slap source, God, universe, angels, Bhagwan in the face. And these things I understand, right? My family, I grew up with different cultures. My dad was Hindu, my mom.

Tania (50:18.96)

Yep.

Malcolm Nair (50:27.74)

was practicing following Hindu, but she was Christian, born with Christianity. And she would switch to Christian, then she would try Muslim things. And my family, my mom's sister is Muslim. And then I grew up Jehovah Witness. My mom was trying to do Jehovah Witness. And then Buddhism is different experiences of friends and people around me were doing this. So I, the perspective, but I stayed with the one source that I had, but I wasn't.

recognizing it and paying attention to it and knowing how to associate with it. And that's when I started changing, then I learned how to associate with it and learned the frequency better. Then I started to understand, now I am powerful. So it took me time to understand, but I was already healing. So I missed a chapter here. I was diagnosed with brain damage.

Tania (51:21.168)

Mm.

Malcolm Nair (51:26.844)

Short -term memory loss. I had 75 % of nerve damage all over my body in my head in my My my muscles were torn my ligaments were torn my tendons were destroyed my my arms were gone like half off not broken but like muscle tearage nerve damage tissue everything was like torn

My atypia fracture, my lung collapsed. When they tell you that it's going to take 6 to 8 weeks or 8 to 12 months, every time they told me my inner self, my awareness said, no, I'm doing it now. So instead of 6 to 8 weeks or a few weeks to heal my lung, I re -healed my lung and inflated it in...

Tania (52:24.816)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (52:24.892)

less than three days. When they said, when they said, your bone, your fracture is going to take six to eight weeks or eight months or whatever as you go through rehab, I said, no, it's healing now. They laughed at me. They said, how could it heal now? You just, are you, they didn't want to call me stupid or weird. They just didn't understand. And I started walking within three days.

Tania (52:49.136)

Mm -hmm.

Tania (52:55.024)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (52:56.412)

But wait, they started to see how much I'm changing. They were confused. They didn't know my neck injuries, my spinal cord injuries. And I started to heal my brachial plexus injury, neck injuries and all this and nerve damage. They had specialists confused. I had specialists confused that had to get seven, you know, other doctors that are following a specialist to train of.

Tania (53:24.144)

Mm -hmm.

Malcolm Nair (53:24.636)

to follow me around and see how is this person, they're studying me. How is he healing? How is he changing? How is he progressing? I was progressing so fast that it was going against the rules of what they believed in. So these bending realities and things I was already doing with the mindset. So that's why what's different about me I'm gonna mention is,

dark energy, negative energy. I teach people, you know how lots of people around the world said, you cannot have a feeling of negative and do positive at the same time. You cannot heal when you're negative and try to be positive. Well, I did it and I do it and I teach it. And I'm not saying negative like you're being abusive right now. Well, I was going through all of that, so I'm not advocating.

Tania (54:02.928)

Yeah.

Malcolm Nair (54:22.3)

But anyways, it's based on your listeners and your followers, I don't think. But regardless, I'm not saying that in that way. What I'm saying is, how do we address our fear of pain and suffering? How do we address our ego? How do we address our inadequacies when we feel emotions and things are falling down and going not our way? And there's a way to do these things. If I can do those things,

you can do those things. This is how I was able to heal some clients and patients and people who come to me and they, I'm not healing, sorry, I'm guiding, teaching, doing what I do with guided intelligence and they're healing in front of me. There are things that are happening and they're telling me about revelations and synchronicities and things occurring so fast and they've tried everything under the sun. And it's possible, right? So,

They didn't get it, the hospital, they didn't get it, the specialist, they didn't get it. But I had that awareness, that knowing, and I was doing it, and I proved it. I was already in the minds of psychologists, therapists, counselors, healers. I was already in their minds, so how can they come and try to do their work when I was already helping them? I was already strategically understanding their direction in advance.

And this is why I have clients like that now. Right? Because... Okay, so anyways, I just wanted to address the healing part, right? Because we didn't get to that. So I walked out of the hospital. They discharged me out of the hospital in six days. So from waking up to six days, I had to go to Care West facility. It's a rehabilitation center. So I was there for less than a month.

And then they're doing rehab, stretching me, mobilization, things like that. And then guess what? After one month of walking out of the hospital from life support, they tell me, no, no, they didn't tell me nothing. They're giving me pharmaceuticals, loading me on morphine, percocet, everything they can do, killer back pain killers, nerve stuff, brain stuff, psych ward medication.

Tania (56:37.168)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (56:45.66)

because I thought I was crazy. So they're giving me things to suppress my brain and that's what people need to understand to get out of the system, right? So anyways, I was out of it while I was on it and I was raising the blood pressure machine and I said, listen, I feel something in cold wishing in my brain. You're giving me things to suppress my headache. I told the specialist that came and see me when they do the checkups, you need to send me in. They're like, Malcolm, you know, we can't.

You know, we have to wait, we don't know what, I said, I know what this is. Don't you see what I'm doing? It's me that's in control. I'm the one raising the blood pressure machine. Your damn nurses don't know shit. I'm the one telling them where to go, what to do. They don't know nothing. They don't know what they're doing. I know what I'm doing. And I said, you don't know what you're doing. You're talking to me. I know when you're coming into this hospital before you even know you're coming to see me, I know you're coming to talk to me.

So I'm speaking like this to them. I'm telling him that he needs to be aware of what's happening. I said, no, I know what's in my, it's water, but he knew it's blood because how can it be, how can it be water? So they end up taking me to a CAT scan the same day, not MRI, and they come to find out I have 20 cc's of blood building up in my brain that's not being absorbed.

Tania (57:53.712)

Hmm.

Tania (58:11.696)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (58:12.092)

So then he has a talk. I said, of course you're going to have a talk with me. I'm the one that told you to do all this. So it comes across egotistical. So I also have to learn to not do this. So even though I'm talking to you, telling you and giving you an expression, I had to change this to change circumstances because I could do it differently now. I don't have to talk like that to get things to happen. That was then. This is now. Right. So now I do it differently. But.

But at that time I was talking like this. And so he said, Malcolm, you gotta understand it costs a thousand dollars or whatever for each scan. And so I said, listen, I don't care. You're gonna put me through the scan. I know what it is. Okay, thank you for telling me it's blood and when it's not being absorbed, what does that mean? He's like, well, Malcolm, potentially this is another 50 -50. I said, what do you mean? He said, well, this is as hard as this may be to accept.

this is another life or death situation. I said, what do you mean? I was like, I just had a, I had that experience. I had to go through surrender. Now imagine this, going through surrender, detachment, pain and suffering, decision while being awake. So I'm awake and I'm going through all of this anger, frustration,

Tania (59:13.936)

This is it.

Tania (59:18.308)

I'm sorry.

Tania (59:33.744)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (59:38.972)

noticing realization observation witness notice her and I say Call him. He says you have to call your loved one. Call your mom call whoever you have to call and I'm like, okay, so I call and My mom's like shocked and because I didn't care. I didn't even want to call her Reluctantly, I call her because I'm like, okay if I die, she's not gonna know right? So let me call her and I'm like You know, I'm just letting you know

And she's like, what? You just had surgery. You just had everything. You just everything's OK. I said, no, they tell me I'm bleeding in my brain now and it's not stopping. It's building. And, you know, they tracked it now. And I said, I have to do this. What are you going to do? I said, well, if I don't do it, it's going to keep bleeding and it's going to just spread and I'll die. Right.

So I have to go get it released, I have to drill a hole in my skull. And so my mom said, okay, well, God bless and read the secret and just don't worry about it. And I already had this thing with my mom where it's like, it's easier said than done. It's like, I didn't really feel the, I felt it but didn't feel it, but I tried to feel it. I'm like, okay, fine. I will listen to your mom. So.

Tania (01:00:59.472)

Mm -hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:01:04.156)

Something came, I know what came over me, I came over me and I had to just embrace, relax, surrender, have a future premonition. I had to have an envision, I had to imagine, I had to create, but at the same time I had to detach. So then I go and they drive me to the hospital and I see the specialist and they're giving me the anesthesia and all the stuff and the lady is there.

And he's getting his gloves on, everything ready, putting the thing, putting the iodine on and all that. And I'm like feeling numb. He's like, do you feel numb yet? Do you feel numb yet? I'm like, yeah, I stopped doing that. And so he's like, OK, you ready? I said, so I'm not sleeping. He's like, no, you have to be awake. And he's all confident. And I'm like this. I hadn't taken it as arrogance. I'm like.

Tania (01:01:47.856)

Hehehe.

Malcolm Nair (01:02:02.652)

Why isn't he comforting me? Like he's arrogant because he's saying you're going to be... But I'm arrogant. The way I perceive is arrogant. The way I was perceiving was judgment, ego, condescending, condemning. I was all those things. So what happened was he turns it on. He's like... Turning it on is like... And it's just like when you go to a dentist and they're doing all that and you can feel cold and everything going...

Tania (01:02:13.936)

Mm.

Tania (01:02:28.432)

Mm.

Mm -hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:02:32.444)

what that felt like and I feel it all and it goes and it stops right at that flap and and he opens it up and he peels off and all the blood comes gushing out and he said okay we're all good everything's done I said what do you mean it's like I said are you gonna put a tube what's good I'm talking right and I'm like are you gonna put a tube he's like how do you feel I said I feel relieved I like it's

Tania (01:02:39.344)

Yeah.

Malcolm Nair (01:03:01.116)

I feel good. He said, good, you're good. We're just going to stitch it up, staple it and you're good. I said, so what if it bleeds again? What if it bleeds more? He said, well, we'll just have to take that chance. And I said, but he said, I'm confident that it all came out. I don't see any tears, anything. Maybe it was just trauma to your brain. And we relieved it. And I said, OK, fine. But I think it was good because I wouldn't want a tube out of my head.

for months anyways, right? So, because there were people who had tubes out of their stomach, they had bags in their stomach, there was so much trauma that I witnessed there in the hospitals, right? And so, as I'm healing, I forgot to tell you, they didn't give me any Tylenol or T4 or painkillers for two to three hours after he was done. So when this...

The numbing went away, the pain kicked in. And in that pain and suffering, I had to learn all of the same things and remember, but I was aggressive, angry, shaking the bed like a psycho and yelling and screaming at everybody walking by the doors, yelling at them, shouting at them, saying, hey, aren't you gonna come here? What the fuck? Why are you walking by looking at me? Just give me tongue or give me something. I need something.

Tania (01:04:01.648)

Mm.

Malcolm Nair (01:04:26.364)

And I'm going through anger, rage, frustration, shaking the bed until I go in my mind and I just say, sit in this suffering differently. And in the pain, in the suffering, I surrender, but my spirit comes out of my body and I go around the hallway. And then after two hours, I come back into my body and I realize I fell asleep. And then the nurse comes and says, okay,

Tania (01:04:43.952)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:04:53.5)

Are you okay? We can give something to you now. I'm like, finally, because I just woke up, right? When she came and she gives me and it takes another 20 minutes for that to kick in. And then I get to go into another room with another person who got half his brain removed. And then I'm witnessing noticing and walking around in the hallways and I'm just going through another healing journey. And then that made me realize more of.

Contemplation more of pain more of anger more frustration more rage Right. So but so then that stuck with me throughout those years of going through anger frustration race So it kind of catapulted I had to go through so much destruction, right? I thought I went through so much destruction, but this was a different experience hitting a house going through this type of surgery

But then I had more experiences going through rock bottoms and then why am I going through this rock bottom in life? I thought I had rock bottom. Why did I get an accident? Why am I falling asleep at the highway and there's cars and police officers knocking at my door and they're mocking me, condemning me, threatening me about court and criminal records. But they find my key is taken out of the ignition and on the passenger side. And I'm like, wow, that's a test.

So I'm walking home, the police takes my car and I'm like, what's going on? So I'm learning how to realize and tap in and then also dealing with my criminal record, dealing with my assault charges. And then I have to go to jail, domestic violence. So I'm going through everything, rewriting my destiny, rewriting, because I went to a Hindu priest years before my car accident that read the Bhagavad Gita and he was reading this certain book.

He read it before my years before when I was still with my dad and stuff I think I was like 18 and he and I was bad at that time too at 18 and he said look you drink and drive you you might get in a car accident and I can tell you all about your life story this book tells me everything based on your charts based on the stars your your birth year everything your name your last name everything your time and I'm like, yeah, yeah

Malcolm Nair (01:07:18.14)

But what he was saying to me was real because I was actually doing that, but I just dismissed it. But I believed it, but I dismissed it. And then years later, I get in that car accident and I wasn't wearing a seatbelt and I ejected out of the vehicle. And all of these insights, we got to realize that we don't have to die to realize that we could have, should have, or would have. We can actually have our life experience now. Right. And

After coming back, I realized that I have more life experience than I ever have from my near -death experience or my near -life experience and my life review. I've accumulated so much more knowledge and wisdom and education now as the years go on than that gave me. That gave me, I recognized, right? That gave me the ability to reconcile with things.

after years though, right? So people go through years. I went through 20 years of not knowing, of being sick and tired of being sick and tired. I went through 20 years of failures, rock bottoms, abuse. I'm going to talk like decision making since I was before seven years old. If I was already smoking and drinking and thinking of sex and girls at eight years old,

Tania (01:08:19.12)

Mm.

Malcolm Nair (01:08:44.924)

Imagine how my life was when I was six years old, five years old, four years old. I did a hypnosis where I remember being in the womb and it was cold, lonely, and I felt scared and worried because my mom was with my dad at that time. He was abusing her, kicking her in the stomach, hitting her. She drank bleach when I was in her stomach. I lived through all the abuse. Why do you think by the time I was one years old, they divorced?

Tania (01:09:04.912)

Mm -hmm.

Tania (01:09:15.6)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:09:17.116)

So people want to say, I read Akashic records, we chose this life, we chose this spirit. I understand that, but my message is we are making a choice. We can rewrite our destiny. We can choose differently now. You don't have to live in that narrative. And just like the diagnosis, you don't have to believe in those narratives, those diagnosis, or that, I went to this healer, this Akashic record person told me this. And once you self identify, that's it. Don't do that.

So I rewrite people's subconscious thoughts and paradigms and generational curses so then they can transform faster. Don't identify with those things. Don't feel those things. Go through all these adjustments now, faster, quicker. You know, there's so much that we can be doing to change. I'm just saying. Yeah.

Tania (01:10:07.504)

You have a lot of clients that you deal with, right? Currently from all the clients that you deal with, what is the number one problem that they come with? Like what do you think is the biggest issue that we are facing on the planet?

Malcolm Nair (01:10:13.852)

Thank you.

Malcolm Nair (01:10:21.756)

That's a great question that you probably didn't have written down and you thought of. That's a good thought question. I've come to realize that I need to say that everyone is individual. They have their own unique experiences. They are divine and they need to know that and feel that, right? So I need to say that first. But my understanding is, and they'll come to realize after going through everything and growing through everything, is that...

We are all divine. We are all experiencers. We are all observers and noticers, witnesses. And the thing is that I work with the best people in the world. They work for Wim Hof, Dr. Joe Dispenza. I work with psychologists, healers, therapies, Reiki masters, yoga instructors, people that work nine to five. I work with so many different people all around the world that it all comes down to similarities.

I'm not trying to I'm not pinning any specific thing But once we self realize and actualize these things we're all going through this journey. We're all Journeying it doesn't matter the best of the best of us or the worst of the worst of us That's the similarity

Tania (01:11:40.88)

You said in the beginning that you were attracting a lot of negativity, right? So there are a lot of people where they say that, okay, everything is going wrong for me here. And then they think that just because they relocate to another country, things will get better. But they go to the other country and they attract the same problems again. Why do we attract the same kind of problems over and over again? What has to change?

Malcolm Nair (01:11:57.18)

Yes.

Malcolm Nair (01:12:02.364)

because they don't pattern recognize and as soon as they pattern recognize, they will understand the cycle. So they already know their cycles, but they're skipping the pattern recognition. So people go through cycles. I'm getting this plumbing issue or my car issues always happening. My dishwasher, how come I'm moving in this house all the time, this basement suite all the time or this three bedroom house, four bedroom. And I sometimes I'm working with someone they want to deal with money. They think it's money issues, but.

It's plumbing and the plumbing is showing externally, but we're plumbing them within and they don't realize it. And then they realize that we fix their plumbing issue. People, plumbers stop stealing money from them, stop creating these cycles. Then that that turns into that gets fixed. Then their car stops breaking down. Their engine gets fixed. Then deals and money starts pouring in. But we didn't talk about money. And then I say, see, you see what's happening? And then they're like,

Tania (01:12:34.0)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:13:02.684)

And so it's not why they think they're coming. They are coming to me and saying, well, I have spirituality or I've been dealing with spirituality for 20, 30, 40 years. I know about this. I'm a Reiki master. I know about the chakras. I've worked with Dr. Joe. I work with this. I work with that. It's not about that. They realize that it's.

missing links, root cause, it's where it stems from. It's other pattern recognizations. It could be what you're drinking, your gut bacteria, the parasites. It could be your brain, the way you wire and fire your heart. It could be the way you look at somebody, the way you think of somebody. It could be the way it, you need to pay attention to what you're not paying attention to and to what you're paying attention to.

Tania (01:13:30.032)

Hmm.

Tania (01:13:57.912)

you

Malcolm Nair (01:13:58.012)

So just because you think that it's money, you think so much about it, that's the main thing that you need to detach from and accept. Accept that you're... Face the fraudulence. See, it's like, how do I need money, want money, but forget about it and be like, kill it? I don't need it. I'm good. I'm happy.

I'm rich already. You know when I learned how to look at my dishwasher differently, then my dishwasher became a beautiful titanium amazing dishwasher. When I learned how to look at frequency differently, or when I learned how to look at my children differently, then things, you know, it's like, sometimes you can affect free will. And I do it, I affect free will. People think, we can't affect free will, or you can't affect free will, they have their own decision.

Tania (01:14:33.488)

Mm -hmm.

Tania (01:14:37.936)

You

Malcolm Nair (01:14:55.228)

But if they're a non -player character and they don't even understand their free will, then the person, we're already getting controlled anyways. So of course we can affect free will.

Tania (01:15:05.488)

Hmm, that's a beautiful answer. You know, in the beginning, you said that you were trying to influence people the way you were speaking to the doctor. You were so angry. Yeah, you were so angry because you know what is wrong with you, but he's not understanding what's wrong with you. Probably even now, you probably know better about what is actually happening around you. How are you able to influence people differently now without the anger?

Malcolm Nair (01:15:14.332)

Right, and you can't change like that, yeah.

Malcolm Nair (01:15:32.86)

Yeah, so I can send subconscious thoughts like I did before. And sometimes with a customer service representative, I've gone through many different types of patterns that I try to do and it all worked. So if it was a negative approach, if it was a thought, talking to them differently, indirectly, emotionalizing with them, because you don't know what's going on in someone's life, you can indirectly, positively persuade or manipulate or ignite.

for a good outcome. So I would say, you know, I hope you're having a good day. I don't know what's going on in your life. And to trigger somebody or you could approach negatively and say, well, you're in customer service. You're supposed to help me. Why do you have that attitude? Leave your anger at home. You're at work, right? So you could affect so many people differently. You can affect change. You try to tell your sister, your mother, eat healthy, eat healthy, eat healthy. They don't receive it well. Or you could detach change for yourself. Expect.

what you want to see in the world and let the world see how you're jumping into a new realm, a new reality. And those people in that reality, whether they never come in your life or they are in your life, will cycle into that reality. So when I started to change the way I look at things, the things I looked at change without me affecting the change. I would do me detach and know the feelings and emotions and what I expected.

Tania (01:16:54.544)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:17:01.468)

unexpectedly and then a year would go by I'd show up at a family member's house and I would see their fridge a year ago full of junk and disgusting and they're not doing health stuff their mindsets so a year goes by everything that I was trying to change before without changing over a year naturally started changing so I would they would be like look what I'm doing what I'm doing so I learned to stop saying I did this for you indirectly

Sometimes we don't need to speak. I deal with a lot of practitioners around the world that still have that ego tendency, right? And we don't have to speak of what we did, what we do, what we don't do. Sometimes even the acknowledgement and awareness of what we can do doesn't need to be spoken because it's not a comparison. Imagine you're telling me your abilities and I tell you my abilities and then you tell me, I did this and I tell you, I did this. We don't need to do that.

Tania (01:17:32.304)

Hmmmm

Malcolm Nair (01:18:01.66)

Sometimes the most confident people are the ones that act, you know, what is it?

They're just humble and they don't need to speak. You know, we don't need to be...

There's no competition, no comparison, right? You... I was going to say shameless, but it's not the word actually. It's not shameless, but it's like, you know what I'm saying? It's in that... Yeah, in that moment, in that moment, that awareness is not there for a lot of people.

Tania (01:18:28.856)

That's fine.

Tania (01:18:36.752)

boasting about what they have or show off.

Tania (01:18:48.24)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:18:48.284)

You know, and it's that recognizing of that stillness and the subconscious thought, the neurons, the wiring and firing in our brain is conscious. Our cells are active. Our body can hear us. Our everything is aware. So if you are speaking ahead of your thoughts or you're thinking ahead of your words or your thoughts, it all comes and arises from somewhere either out there within here.

Tania (01:18:54.544)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:19:17.66)

wherever there's an awareness we can tap into to feed or capture the frequency in advance. Like I can hear thoughts coming before it even comes because that's what I've worked on for all these over a decade, almost like 15 years. That's why, but we can do it. People can do it. They can pick up on thoughts. They can start. I've been working with...

certain clients, I don't want to share too much of experience because it just comes across differently. But what I want to say is these experiences happen. That's what I want to say is people start to share these experiences in real time fast, but it wasn't there for 20 years and they've done so much in 20 years. You see what I'm saying? It's like we do have, there are people that can do this and have that ability and it doesn't matter where you are.

Tania (01:20:09.328)

Yeah.

Malcolm Nair (01:20:16.892)

You can only enhance where you are. We have, we're capable.

Tania (01:20:22.448)

And this is something you were able to teach people because a lot of people are not aware of it. That's beautiful.

Malcolm Nair (01:20:25.628)

Yes.

Malcolm Nair (01:20:29.948)

Absolutely.

Tania (01:20:31.696)

So, when you, the last question, when you went up, was it God that you saw? Did you see God?

Malcolm Nair (01:20:38.876)

That's a great question. So I feel connected to my source, right? So all along I was connected from birth, from pre -birth or whatever, through all of my awarenesses and experiences and downfalls and negativities. And when I had that experience, maybe that was my source. That was my source paying attention to me all along, whispering to me all along.

but other people have different connections, right? Maybe we have multi -dimensional sources. Maybe there's a source beyond that source. Maybe that source knows that that was that source. There's more. Maybe I wasn't in everywhere. I don't want to claim anything. I don't want to say, well, there's this paradise and there's this palace and there's this, there's other dimensions and Akashic records and this. How do you know?

Tania (01:21:24.656)

Hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:21:34.62)

How is this helping people serving people now? There's people that talk so much talk, but they don't walk their own walk and they're speaking as if a matter of fact. But what is that doing for other people's lives? How is it changing their life now today? What is it doing? So all I know is what I'm doing to change people's lives now, not saying premeditated stuff, you know?

Tania (01:21:58.736)

You know, a lot of the healers haven't healed themselves. And I've been watching your interviews, a lot of the interviews and every single interview, I can see a different, a more lighter, brighter personality come out. Like you've healed, you're putting a lot of work in yourself and that reflects in the clients also. So thank you so much, Malcolm. Where can we find you?

Malcolm Nair (01:22:23.452)

Guided Intelligence came to me and that's what it is. guidedintelligence .ca, Malcolm Nair. And also I do want to say I have a great book that could be for adults or children, but it's on Amazon and it's called Arnav's Affirmations. And just to let you know, yes, it's a plug.

Tania (01:22:35.088)

Mm -hmm.

Malcolm Nair (01:22:51.132)

but I only make 30 cents or 70 cents out of it. So it's not about the money. It's not about the money, trust me. It's just a great book that people buy that they find out because I work with a child that's autistic that the mother watched how I talk with my children, how I raise my children. So it's a subconscious book that you speak from the here and now in the present moment about detachment, about culture, about food.

Tania (01:22:54.832)

I'm sorry.

Malcolm Nair (01:23:19.548)

judgment, ego, but it's in a book. It's an easy book. It's a hard read for a five -year -old. It's an easier read for a seven to nine -year -old, but it could be read to a younger child or it's good for an adult as well because it's very articulate.

Tania (01:23:35.952)

That's beautiful. Definitely. Thank you so much, Malcolm. It was a pleasure having you here. Thank you very much for having me.

Malcolm Nair (01:23:41.884)

Thank you very much for having me.

Tania (01:23:46.8)

I'm just.