🤯#23 WOMAN'S NEAR DEATH FALL REVEALS ALL HER PAST LIVES: FROM MERMAID TO AMOEBA! @sharonsananda3348

[00:00:00] Hello beautiful souls, I'm Tania Stanly, your guide on the secret journey of self-discovery and spiritual evolution.

[00:00:06] Welcome to Celestevolve, where the veil between the mundane and the mystical is lifted and the secrets of the universe await.

[00:00:12] In this realm, we explore the connection between our daily lives and the deeper meaning behind it all.

[00:00:17] We'll talk about mindfulness, self-awareness and how to live a more intentional life.

[00:00:21] So take a deep breath, get comfortable and let's dive in together.

[00:00:27] Get ready for an amazing chat with sharonsananda Kumara, an out-of-body traveller and healer who's had some seriously mind-blowing past lives.

[00:00:35] We're talking about everything from being a divine spark of God to an amoeba, a fairy who healed plants,

[00:00:41] a witch who faced a tragic fate, a mermaid in a mystical realm, an Italian princess fed to lions and even prudence from the Civil War era.

[00:00:49] Shadron shares incredible stories and insights from these lives touching on Pat's life trauma, soul contracts and the power of forgiveness.

[00:00:57] In this conversation, she explains how we end up playing both sides in our soul contracts and why letting go of guilt is key to moving forward.

[00:01:04] It's going to be a deep yet accessible conversation packed with revelations.

[00:01:09] So without any further ado, let's dive right in.

[00:01:13] Disclaimer, the views and opinions expressed in this podcast are those of the guests and do not necessarily reflect the views or positions of Celestevol, its subsidiaries or any entities they represent.

[00:01:25] Today we have Shadron Sananda Kumara who had two NDE's, also an avid out-of-body traveller, a spiritual counsellor, psychic medium, author, teaches metaphysical courses and also published her very first book,

[00:01:42] Awakened Soul.

[00:01:44] Beautiful stunning book and we are so excited to have Shadron. Oh, you have it there too.

[00:01:48] Right here, right here. It's my baby. Yeah.

[00:01:51] Oh, sweet, beautiful. The most cutest baby and the most excited baby that you're ever going to meet.

[00:01:58] So I'm so excited. I'm Shadron on the Celestevol podcast. Welcome.

[00:02:02] Thank you. Thank you Tanya. It's an honor and a pleasure to be here. Yes.

[00:02:05] Shadron, can you, I mean, you know, I don't know where to start because you've already had, probably you began the journey itself in a very exciting manner, right?

[00:02:15] So what I wanted to talk more about is all of your past lives that you remembered. Right? It's so exciting from a mermaid to an amoeba to the wish being burnt at the stake. Like it's so exciting.

[00:02:30] Of course, yes. Well, a little bit of my history. I didn't, I was not spiritually glaning during my life before my NDE, my near death experience in 2001.

[00:02:45] So I was raised Catholic, but I was not religious and I was not a good Catholic and I was kind of a partier living in the US and Texas and didn't, wasn't spiritual at all.

[00:02:57] Just lived life in, you know, the normal lane, kind of the fast lane and partying. And then my stepfather passed and he had, he was the first person that I was close to that died and I needed to know what happens when we die.

[00:03:16] It was, it was very traumatic for me. And so I started buying books on the afterlife and something woke me up with that.

[00:03:24] And I began having spontaneous out of body experiences.

[00:03:28] And I was doing that and I learned how to control my out of body experiences. I still practice with that. And that's my next book that I'm working on now is to dive deeper. And I do write about out of my experiences in my first book, Awakened Soul.

[00:03:44] And so I was able to move through past lives in my out of body experiences as well and access those. So I started with that, did I have my NDE in 2001?

[00:03:55] Where, you know, that story's in, you know, out there and plus it's in my book, but I dive a lot deeper into that where I fell out of the back of a bus and was run over.

[00:04:07] My head was run over. So I popped out of my body and was met by Christ. Christ took me to a water world once we merged and he helped heal my body.

[00:04:19] And that can complete stories in the book, but he took me to a water world and I don't consider it a past life. It's another reality for me. It's a parallel life.

[00:04:29] I mean, you know, when we, when we get out of the linear time of looking at things, linear way of looking at things, time is doesn't time is an illusion.

[00:04:42] We live in different realities past, present and future and parallel. So well, future of course is valuable, but I realized that this was a home for me in this water world.

[00:04:56] And that was very profound for me. And he took me there and I had a really profound experience there and met my family, my water, you know, aquatic family.

[00:05:10] And I dive into that in my book as well. And so he told me it wasn't my time. My stepfather also met me and my NDE and said it wasn't my time. So I argued with Yeshua and said, but I want to stay with you like a lot of us do, right?

[00:05:27] I want to stay here. I want to stay here and he helped me understand that I needed hadn't finished my work on the planet. So on this planet, my mission here, we all have our mission, we all have our life plan.

[00:05:43] And so I, he said, he told what did it for me was he told me once you finish your mission on the planet on earth, you can come here anytime and have your focus, a lot of your focus of your soul back here on this planet with your more world or you can go wherever you want.

[00:06:01] You know what I mean? Earth is just some something that you can look back on or help from the higher planes. So I said, okay, all right, I'll make a deal with you to go back. Yeah, I know, right? Yeah, I'll make a deal as long as I know that you're with me all the time standing next to me helping me through this

[00:06:23] unconsciously feel be able to feel you. And he said, okay, it's a deal and boom I was back. It took me a little while to remember my near death experience though because it was so profound and so intense.

[00:06:32] And he and back to your question. When I did, actually my mother had to pass in order for me to find his she brought him into my awareness again.

[00:06:48] And I, he helped me get through feelings of that we all carry with us, not feeling worthy of his presence or a higher power higher being. I mean, I haven't met anyway doesn't anyone that doesn't have that going on with them in some way somehow.

[00:07:11] So he helped me heal that because I realized I had been on a long time.

[00:07:19] So, alright, I made a commitment to be with him in meditation every evening at 9pm. Once I started working with him.

[00:07:33] And that's when I started seeing past lives. I actually saw this lifetime first or started seeing this lifetime as a child, because I didn't remember a lot of my childhood.

[00:07:45] And so I was able to see crazy stuff as a child in this lifetime. And then that opened the door for me to be able to see past lives and heal those and the reason they were coming up is because they needed healing and the

[00:08:04] What you're what you were referring to was the soul clearing where I remembered being a spark from God and the Amoeba and the elementals and I'm working on my audio book now the audio version of it.

[00:08:16] And I just got through that chapter with the audio version.

[00:08:19] And yeah, that was crazy all the way from from the spark in all my all of my incarnations and with these with this earth planet.

[00:08:32] All the forms I took that we take back to the spark it happened all through the night where I was seeing the sick cycle that I had gone through I'm going through.

[00:08:46] So that was crazy. Yeah, you know, if you search for Sharon Saranda Kumar on YouTube, you're going to see so many videos, every single one of them is exciting one after the other just gets more and more thrilling.

[00:09:00] Now, everything like a Sharon, the NDE that Sharon went through that is itself a long episode. And I because we already have it on YouTube I want I wanted to dive into the past lives, but I would want Sharon, hopefully to get it.

[00:09:16] I want to come back again and speak about the NDE. It's very profound love to Oh, that would be beautiful. Thank you so much. So Sharon had the NDE and then she also mentioned about how after the NDE the first thing that you started remembering was your life as a child.

[00:09:31] And maybe we could get into that because you said that you didn't remember a lot of the things because of what was happening and you were popping out of your body you were having these out of what experiences at that point of time.

[00:09:43] And this is important because that life is connected to so many other past lives as well. Right.

[00:09:50] What happened. So, can you tell us about what happened why you didn't remember and how you started remembering it. And I know this is difficult but thank you so much.

[00:10:01] Oh, of course. Yes. Well I started remembering it during meditation. The memories started coming up and I remembered that I was going through abuse as a child physical sexual abuse from a distant family member is one in particular that I remembered afterwards I did remember there was more than one, but they were not my immediate family.

[00:10:28] Just to make that clear because I do write about my immediate family in the book.

[00:10:34] Now, as I was remembering, I was the reason I knew how do I put it as a memories come up. I could feel the pain that was suppressed. I could feel the emotion I could feel.

[00:10:50] And I describe in the book I could smell the vomit because I had vomited it one in particular a lot of them. I could feel that because as a child, I a lot of that's what happens. I studied a little bit afterwards with trauma that type of trauma or any kind of trauma we kind of leave we just leave sometimes we just disconnect and disengaged and that's what I was doing.

[00:11:17] You know one of the guests who came on as well said the same thing where she when she was a child to she was going through these abuses by the neighbor that time to she popped out of her body and she was watching everything from the top.

[00:11:33] So, like it's it's not the first time I'm hearing this is I've heard this so many times as well because it's just extreme trauma that a child is going through.

[00:11:42] And that's just that's the way the angels are protecting their soul because their soul doesn't probably need to remember it is that is that what do you what do you think what are your thoughts on that like why you're leaving the body at that point of time.

[00:11:59] Yeah, I totally believe that that we are the subconscious our guidance or higher self our angels however we want to determine protects us and takes us out of the situation so and because I have clear memory that in my.

[00:12:14] Meditations of the floating above my body and watching from from that perspective, seeing that yeah and I had in my first NDE and I remembered my first NDE when I was nine after my 2001 and D.

[00:12:28] And I've heard other people talk about that who have had in the ease later on in life that they remembered they had one when they were a child and I think a lot more people have had near death experiences.

[00:12:40] Then we could even imagine it's just that sometimes it's it's a lot to remember a lot to remember sometimes and that's why it took me for a couple of years to be able to put a lot of it together.

[00:12:54] I was getting pieces of it but it didn't make sense and until I was doing the work.

[00:13:01] And not that I thought I had an NDE I didn't really know, but then it just it all.

[00:13:07] I share that in the book is like just all of a sudden made sense why I was having these different memories and experiences and out of body experiences as well.

[00:13:17] Yeah, so so I remembered that as a child and I had repressed a lot of my childhood because of that so you also spoke about how you remember seeing extra terrestrials in your room as well can you talk about that too.

[00:13:30] Yes, I started gaining memories or remembering that during the abuse they weren't only in my room they show up when I was going through the the the abuse three great little grays would show up for me.

[00:13:47] I could see this in my in my meditations and when I was tapping in these memories I was actually there but I was watching it so but I was there.

[00:13:58] I would start feeling the feeling of it would come up in my body where I get feel sick and that kind of thing and get a knot in my stomach or something like that or start break out and sweats.

[00:14:08] But then as soon as I go into the memory I shoot up out of my body and watch it.

[00:14:14] And these when I was going through the torture and everything that was going on these three grades will show up.

[00:14:22] And I was, I had no idea about extra terrestrials this is 20 something years ago in 2002 2003 is what it was going on 21 22 years ago.

[00:14:35] I didn't know anything about extra terrestrials.

[00:14:37] So I see these three grays.

[00:14:40] Take me out of the situation freeze the perpetrator freeze he'd be in static the stasis and remove me from the situation.

[00:14:52] So that shocked me.

[00:14:54] You know it's like those which is that movie the Keanu Reeves movie Matrix right and the Matrix to there's it.

[00:15:02] You know where they freeze and then they move out the bullets or something or they're able to slow down time and they could do these things even in Dolores Cannon's book to she said that apparently in the Bible there is a part where it says that during the end of times the person next to you.

[00:15:21] Would be taken away.

[00:15:24] So what they were saying is that there were moments in time where on the planet time was frozen everybody was put to sleep and then they make changes to the planet like whatever destruction is happening they would take it away.

[00:15:37] They would stop the atomic bombs etc and then they would turn the time back on and everyone would just go back to life normal.

[00:15:46] So it's like crazy so it looks like something like that for you.

[00:15:50] Yeah it happened a few times there was a couple times where they took me to their ship to repair my body because it was it was so battered and I've read Dolores Cannon's books and I don't remember that was that in the Convalescent Universe series.

[00:16:02] Okay.

[00:16:04] Yeah, those are so mind blowing.

[00:16:06] And at the time when I was having these memories experiences I didn't even hear of Dolores Cannon or the Matrix or anything like that.

[00:16:16] So yeah it's funny how when you're going through all these things that later on in life so many things confirm your experiences because I didn't have anyone to talk to about them.

[00:16:27] I talked to my sister but she couldn't relate so but still who you'd go to now it's all out there and like yes that's what I was experiencing yes.

[00:16:39] Yeah now it's just like it's become the new norm it's like the cool thing so everyone else is just mortals.

[00:16:45] You don't know what's happening out there you know this is not the real world so it's like a cool time to be in right now.

[00:16:53] You know you were saying that you were remembering these repressed memories at one point and then the time where you were getting a heart attack and

[00:17:02] Yeshua told you at that point I think you were vegan at that point of time and he asked you to go and have a Wendy's burger.

[00:17:12] You know what that was actually amazing because we in the spirituality community right we talk about how this is bad that is just don't eat that you won't be able to communicate with the higher spirits and higher realm if you eat like a Wendy's burger.

[00:17:28] So when you said that Yeshua asked you to eat a Wendy's burger and then be grateful about all the people who brought it to you.

[00:17:35] That changed so much in me you know can you talk about that.

[00:17:40] Sure yeah at the time I wasn't really eating that much I was fasting a lot and I was vegetarian or vegan.

[00:17:53] And I was having panic and anxiety attacks like crazy.

[00:17:58] I ended up in the hospital three times with panic attacks and this was one time where I was at work actually and I started having a panic attack.

[00:18:08] I thought I was having a heart attack because I could actually feel pain in the left side of my arm and my jaw and everything and and I'm running around like crazy person asking people to call an ambulance you know and I people were like okay so I waited so someone called an ambulance for me because I was not in a good space.

[00:18:27] And I was in the ambulance and because my heart rate was very high it was super high by the time even by the time the ambulance got there.

[00:18:39] So I was in the ambulance and my mother had already passed and she I could see her talking to me through through the the EMT.

[00:18:52] I could hear her voice it was her eyes and they were telling me to look at something green look at the plants look at everything green bring that into your heart center help your heart calm your heart and heal your heart because my heart was going like crazy.

[00:19:07] And and then I did and they took me to the hospital and my partner at the time came to see me and I said I just I'm good I just want to get out of here so I.

[00:19:21] He went got the car and I pulled out the I be and took off out of the hospital and on the way home I hear yes she was voice in my head saying stop and get a burger.

[00:19:32] You need something to eat because I hadn't been eating and you know I wasn't eating meat or hardly anything.

[00:19:41] So we ended up going to Wendy's and he got me a burger and I sat outside and I heard him in my head just as clear as I hear you.

[00:19:52] Before I ate it and he said we give thanks we give thanks for we're grateful for the animal that gave its life we were grateful for the plants that gave their animals the plants that gave their life we were grateful for the packages we are grateful for the renderers we are grateful for the store.

[00:20:14] You know that provided the packaging or whatever this big long line of people that and the everything that we were that brought that hamburger to me.

[00:20:29] And it really affected me like you said like oh my gosh.

[00:20:37] Look at everything that goes into just bringing you a burger you know and I did need some something like that to help ground me.

[00:20:46] But that was you know that was amazing that he was able to show me that so this entire year I wanted to connect with the higher realm and my higher self or channel or connect with God connect with yes well all of that but the biggest blockage that I had in my head was that.

[00:21:06] I love meat.

[00:21:07] I love these burgers I love these things so then I fed and then I would still eat them so when I eat them in my head I'm thinking that okay that's it I won't be able to connect with God anymore.

[00:21:19] So when you when when I read that book and when you said that yes you asked you to eat that and that he asked you to thank the driver.

[00:21:29] The person doing the packaging the people in the marketing the supply chain people the driver who brought it to you the waiter who served it to you.

[00:21:39] I realized that this is not just any burger it's something it's it's it's something it's magical because there were so many people that had to work behind it to bring it to you.

[00:21:51] So on what basis can we say that I just went he's worth it or it's just junk don't eat that we've got to be grateful for everything and my relationship with food changed and also my the blockage that was there in me where I felt like I couldn't connect with God that just went away.

[00:22:09] And I then I started trusting that okay whatever is coming through it's actually God you know that that was a big blockage for me so that was that actually like for me food was a big thing.

[00:22:21] I would joke that if there's one thing that's blocking me from ascension that would be the pizza or the burger.

[00:22:28] So you took it off of me.

[00:22:31] Thank you so much for that.

[00:22:34] I'm not vegetarian anymore.

[00:22:35] Oh you're not.

[00:22:39] Yeah, someone also said that you know even the animals they also pick their soul contract they know that they are coming here to be mean so.

[00:22:48] So you know it's just taking off I'm just finding all of the reasons to why not to hate food or not to have a bad relationship with food.

[00:22:55] Yeah.

[00:22:56] It's so important that we are grateful for anything we put in our body are grateful for anything.

[00:23:01] And yeah he taught me that and so it changes the energy of whatever we're putting in our body and when we do that it changes our energy to so yeah.

[00:23:11] Good for you.

[00:23:12] That's awesome to hear.

[00:23:14] Thank you for your book so happy.

[00:23:16] Oh well thank you for reading it.

[00:23:20] So then tell us then there were the times where you sat on the meditation and this beautiful time where you remembered right from you being the spark of God.

[00:23:29] Can you describe what that felt like to see it.

[00:23:34] How do you describe that.

[00:23:36] It felt well there's a couple of times that I remember being the spark I didn't share there's a lot I did share in the book.

[00:23:44] But in that particular moment during that all night.

[00:23:50] Experience where I was after a soul clearing.

[00:23:57] It felt exciting and profound.

[00:24:01] I felt excited and profound but also a sense of sadness at the same time.

[00:24:06] Does that make sense.

[00:24:07] It makes a little sense.

[00:24:09] Okay yeah because it was like new and it wasn't in a personality way it was in a.

[00:24:18] Because our spark.

[00:24:20] How I remember it for me anyway was still aware that we are all connected and that we are we that I am part of source right of God.

[00:24:35] But I was excited that part of me was excited for new new adventures new things there was that newness.

[00:24:44] It now that I'm describing it kind of reminds me now of like a kid going off to college or going off on adventures going across the world you know they're.

[00:24:57] Kind of they're very excited they're kind of a little nervous and sad leaving home.

[00:25:03] Family kind of thing so it was like that but on a much more profound scale.

[00:25:07] Yeah you know what there was I kind of did like a past life regression workshop thing just so that I can do the past life thing and in one of the things the it was Tara doing it and Tara said now you open the door imagine where you are.

[00:25:27] And I like I I have a very logical mind I don't think I'm very good at visualization or something and I even while doing the regression kind of thing I was just thinking this is just be a.

[00:25:37] Yes it's none of this could be true right but at one point she said what do you see and I kind of saw myself in this garden like thing I don't even now when I'm explaining it I don't know if what I'm saying is true of holes yeah.

[00:25:53] But what happened was I saw myself looking like this glowy angel kind of thing person and I was with God and we were we were just so comfortable like we were in this big place I was doing some work and it didn't feel like work it just it just felt like home.

[00:26:16] And then they came at moment when she told her move to a significant moment and they came a moment when I had to leave that place.

[00:26:24] And I left the place and while I was leaving that place where it's God and all the other angels and all of that I started weeping in my room.

[00:26:32] I started crying so much and I'm like what why how is this possible if I was imagining it.

[00:26:40] Why would I feel this so much because it felt like that felt so much like home it felt like I belong there it felt like I didn't have to prove anything to anybody it felt like I was unconditionally love I was accepted for who I am in every sense.

[00:26:58] So when you say that you know it was like yeah you're now going after the adventure but that home.

[00:27:06] Because it's difficult to go back home now right we are here we are enjoying the adventure but it's not like I can go back now or we don't know when we're going to go back.

[00:27:16] Can we go back. Well I think that's the goal.

[00:27:19] That's the goal.

[00:27:22] And we can't yeah I believe we can in well home isn't a place right that yeah with source it's not really a place.

[00:27:33] It's yeah it's an awareness and yeah it's an yeah we're part of the infinite mind so we can go there we can go there in our meditations in our home.

[00:27:48] In our you know in our journeys or out of body journeys that kind of thing I don't know how far we can how far up high in or in we can go depending on how much our bodies can handle and our consciousness can handle while we're still on this earth realm.

[00:28:05] But I also write in the book sharing the book how I kept in my out of bodies I kept reaching for a son I'd come out and I'm flying towards the sun.

[00:28:16] And I just knew as soon as I reached the sun I would be with God but I would come back to my body before I would reach it but I kept coming and then that's you know that that was tied to my NDE.

[00:28:30] I realized afterwards when you were open for when you were open to learn what the next rest of the story was that's when you were able to reach the sun and then they showed the rest of the information.

[00:28:45] Exactly that's when I got the rest of the information from my NDE being in that space with with Christ the Christ like NDE is are such big events it would take so much time because it's like you said there's no time.

[00:29:00] There's no time over there right it's like this big download of all the information and then we're going to take time processing what happened for our brain to put it in this linear time to process it so it makes sense.

[00:29:13] Now when you said that you remember being that the spark of God you remember how you look like or what was it were you.

[00:29:23] How do you see all the other souls like if you could describe all of us being one. What does that mean.

[00:29:30] All of this are one to get as okay so how I saw it was like a son basically like a son and the sparks that are sparks of who we are soul sparks different fractals of the sun.

[00:29:49] We look like a spark just a spark of light gorgeous beautiful spark of light and we sparked out from the center of the sun on on rays of light.

[00:30:02] What I get emotional talking about on these rays coming from the the center of the sun where we're understand is the God source source what we call you know what we call source and that's the center of.

[00:30:18] Of who are you feeling right now we exist.

[00:30:21] I feel emotion with it.

[00:30:23] What kind of emotions coming up.

[00:30:27] Well love longing profoundness you know remembering although it's not on a logical level is more of a so it's a soul level.

[00:30:41] Do you remember I mean what can we remember like when we think about God right.

[00:30:48] Can we feel his love does he have a personality.

[00:30:52] How does it feel like can you describe what you feel well when I.

[00:31:01] I consider the ashua to be the.

[00:31:06] The expression of God we're all expressions of God.

[00:31:10] Yeshua who is the one who helped me he is able to hold that God light the light within him the full spectrum of God's light within him and he appears through that body that I recognize being Christian in many lifetimes.

[00:31:28] So I do believe that God takes on forms.

[00:31:32] Yes.

[00:31:35] And he we are all.

[00:31:38] Expressions of God.

[00:31:40] God is love God is light like carries information love is what is the glue that keeps us together that holds all of us together and the love is just amazing when I sit with the.

[00:31:58] I still I sit with him every day still and talk to him all the time and when I sit with him during my meditations during my journaling or conversations I mean I just feel.

[00:32:10] That at home I feel at home no matter where I am when I'm with him to me that is God I see God when I look in animals eyes child children's eyes you know that type of thing you I see God right.

[00:32:25] That's God.

[00:32:27] God is everything you know when I had recently got Genevieve Tager on the podcast and she was channeling the Divine Creator and when I asked questions to the Divine Creator he gave answers in a very neutral manner like they felt it's like I didn't there's it's like the answers were so profound and it's so.

[00:32:55] It's something it's very short answers and I keep listening to it over and over again and those short answers are now directing my life when you know it's actually guiding my life right now because they were short but they were profound and you kind of feel like.

[00:33:14] But God kind of feels a little bit cold.

[00:33:17] You know cold.

[00:33:18] Yeah cold like I asked okay I asked why can't you just stop all the wars so God said some people want to experience lack some wants to experience glory who am I to stop it.

[00:33:32] Okay.

[00:33:33] So it's like you know there's nothing is bad.

[00:33:37] What is that right.

[00:33:39] This is not bad.

[00:33:40] So I'm like okay so that that was beautiful.

[00:33:44] But when you speak to Yeshua to me because I did get Wendy on the podcast so was channeling Yeshua too.

[00:33:50] Yeshua feels like this best friend kind of person who's like fun and like you feel like he's always embracing you.

[00:34:02] Right.

[00:34:03] Like he feels really close.

[00:34:05] He feels like a brother.

[00:34:06] He feels like a father.

[00:34:08] No he feels more like a brother kind of person.

[00:34:11] What is your relationship like with Yeshua?

[00:34:14] How does he can you see him?

[00:34:15] Can you hear his voice?

[00:34:16] I don't hear his voice like I used to but I do hear him definitely and he comes through in my own voice now but I do every once in a while I'll hear it.

[00:34:30] He's my everything.

[00:34:32] He's the epitome of the divine masculine.

[00:34:36] He is a divine masculine in form and so yeah he's everything to me.

[00:34:44] How do you describe that?

[00:34:46] I mean I think about him all the time and I don't mean that I'm constantly you know well yeah he's just like I do.

[00:34:55] If I have a question about something I'm talking to him.

[00:34:58] I ask him if I feel good about something I'm telling him about it.

[00:35:03] I'm talking to him about it so it's just natural for me now it's been 20-something years since we've been you know working together and he's my go-to and he kept his promise.

[00:35:15] He keeps all his promises.

[00:35:17] He protects me and he takes care of me and so there's no reason why I wouldn't include him in everything in my life.

[00:35:26] There is in Hinduism they depict the relationship with God in a very romantic manner because they say that in order to know God you've got to be in love with God because when you're in love with someone you let go of your ego and you surrender to whatever the person has to say.

[00:35:42] You don't look at him like he's a stranger and you're like does he have any motive?

[00:35:47] Should I split the bill if you don't have that kind of a thing?

[00:35:55] That's true.

[00:35:55] That's how I feel about him.

[00:35:57] Yeah I'm in love with him.

[00:35:59] I love him.

[00:35:59] I adore him and he's my everything.

[00:36:03] Yeah I know what that feels like.

[00:36:05] So then can you tell us then what was the next life that you remember?

[00:36:09] What is the part where you're talking about the amoeba part?

[00:36:12] What is that?

[00:36:13] That was I believe that was when because you're talking about the soul clearing where I saw a lot of lifetimes and some of them were in rapid succession.

[00:36:26] The amoeba was I believe that was earth coming to earth experiencing life on earth that it seemed like a first type of life.

[00:36:38] It was sort of sentient kind of sentient and I believe it was in water.

[00:36:45] Was it in water?

[00:36:46] I believe it was in water.

[00:36:50] Yeah water and I only had three things that I did that I cared about was eating, procreating and releasing.

[00:37:05] Eat, release, procreate.

[00:37:07] That was all I did.

[00:37:12] Do you know how long you were doing the eat, sleep, procreation for how many years?

[00:37:18] No it didn't matter.

[00:37:21] It was there for me to show me that I experienced it.

[00:37:25] So then I as long as and then when I stopped being an amoeba, I moved up to another sentient type of sentience until I moved into the elemental world and animals and humans, the human sentient.

[00:37:46] Tell us about it.

[00:37:47] Yeah.

[00:37:47] So after the amoeba then what was the next one?

[00:37:51] I think it was the elemental, was it the fairy?

[00:37:54] I believe it is a fairy.

[00:37:56] Yeah.

[00:37:56] Yeah.

[00:37:57] And that one was I really loved that being shown that one that was really profound where we it was along millions probably of years ago after after the earth was terraformed.

[00:38:10] And we took care of the nature elements on the planet.

[00:38:18] And I, we were in a frequency where we could still be seen by, we could see be seen by animals.

[00:38:30] We were together on the planet and we lived in harmony with each other.

[00:38:35] So as a fairy I carried a wand and whenever a plant needed more light, I would use the wand was part of me.

[00:38:46] I used it to infuse light in the plant and flying was just natural.

[00:38:52] It was just like walking.

[00:38:53] It was just flying.

[00:38:54] I was happy and we were happy.

[00:38:55] And then, and then I recall and we lived thousands of years, thousands of years in one physical body because we were physical.

[00:39:05] And then human type beings came onto the planet and we could see their heart, the energy of their heart.

[00:39:12] They were golden hearted or dark hearted and the dark hearted started using the elementals for destroying the natural resources of the planet and destroying us and also using us as

[00:39:33] for experiments and things like that.

[00:39:35] So we received help from the higher realms to move up in frequency so that they couldn't see us, the dark hearted ones couldn't see us any longer.

[00:39:48] The golden hearted ones could still see us but not the dark hearted ones and we could see people, the beings hearts, we can see their hearts.

[00:39:57] How is that lifetime like, were there families or what did you guys, do you, what did you guys look like because you know in movies and in a series they show fairies as cute and small.

[00:40:13] Do you know, do you remember those kind of things?

[00:40:17] Well, from my perspective I guess I didn't consider myself small because that's what I did. I would just hang out with the plants and other fairies and we were very light hearted we sang dance.

[00:40:34] We love to dance and sing and very musical music was very important.

[00:40:40] Not all the fairies had wands I remember that too but because they had, we had different jobs and we had families.

[00:40:49] And what kind of other jobs do you think they had? You mentioned that the light or the energy you were able to point the energy through your hands and through the wand.

[00:41:03] It sounds like reiki right?

[00:41:06] So you were like a time healing energy. You were like sounds like you were a clear channel so you were able to channel the energy from the universe because of how clear and light hearted you were and then you were able to heal even the plants.

[00:41:21] That was my job to take care of the plant kingdom.

[00:41:27] Do they still exist now? Do you think the fairies are still there?

[00:41:31] I've seen them.

[00:41:32] Oh, you have. How?

[00:41:35] Well, you probably haven't gotten to the book yet about when I sat in my backyard I was communicating with the fairies in the backyard in Texas and the mother tree and communicating with nature.

[00:41:45] Oh yeah, yeah, yes. You said the trees were speaking to each other as well.

[00:41:50] Yes. Oh, yes I could hear them in physical in the physical I could hear them physically.

[00:41:58] What did they talk about so Sharon can hear the trees speak to each other. I think you also spoke about a spider speaking to you too.

[00:42:08] No that wasn't me. I don't think so.

[00:42:11] No, unless I don't I don't remember that I mean I love spiders but I don't remember that.

[00:42:16] No, I think it was in Sarah Landon's book.

[00:42:20] So you heard you were laying under the tree and then the tree was in your backyard and then it was talking to the other tree in your neighbor's backyard.

[00:42:28] What were they talking to each other? Do you remember the conversation?

[00:42:32] No, it wasn't really communication between them like how we communicate. What she was doing the mother tree. It was the mother tree that I was communicating with.

[00:42:44] And she was showing me or telling me communicating with me who were her the mate was in the other her mate was in the other yard so to speak.

[00:42:54] I recognize as the other yard and she was showing me who her offspring were.

[00:43:00] Yeah, and so she was a pecan tree beautiful big pecan tree.

[00:43:05] Gorgeous tree, and she helped me heal a lot and.

[00:43:11] So she was as they were communicate they communicate with each other.

[00:43:15] I threw not through words like us and it's mainly through you know I didn't eavesdrop on them but.

[00:43:26] But I guess it was.

[00:43:29] It was about, you know, Monday we would consider mundane stuff.

[00:43:35] Yeah, yeah, they're like look at Sharon doing nothing just laying under the tree relaxing.

[00:43:42] Yeah, so it would I would say we're more along the lines of nourishing each other.

[00:43:51] Communicating that way and sending a love of course and supporting each other.

[00:43:55] And just being trees.

[00:43:59] Just being trees you know after I read that part I went to my bedroom and I saw the trees leaves next to the window.

[00:44:05] And I went and opened the tree and I opened the window and I touched it and I felt like the tree told me finally after all of these years you're looking at me.

[00:44:13] Yeah, I think it you know now now I'm very visual I don't know what's happening to me anymore so.

[00:44:24] Good.

[00:44:25] Tell us about the time where you were a witch and also you said that you're abusive in this lifetime right.

[00:44:31] You guys had a connection all of those years back. Do you remember when it started and what was the lesson that you had to learn.

[00:44:40] Yes, it started during the ancient Roman days.

[00:44:46] When my mother and I had a past life and we made an agreement with the abuser in this life where he would kill my mother and I because we were killing others.

[00:45:00] She was a regent and I was her daughter.

[00:45:03] And we were killing others so to close that karmic loop we made that soul agreement that he would come into the family and kill us the same way we killed others, which is so as to the lions.

[00:45:13] And so it started there and working with the ash we helped me see that lifetime.

[00:45:20] And help me do so retrieval.

[00:45:23] That's now I know how to do so retrieval and I work with other people with that, and because he helped me with that he other everything he helped me with his metaphysical teachings which is why I find my book very unique because you don't hear about yeshua that at least I don't

[00:45:40] helping someone with metaphysical types of healing right and everything that he helped me with was basically metaphysical type of healing.

[00:45:48] So, so we my mother and I ended up getting stuck in that loop that on in that experience the trauma of that experience.

[00:46:02] So he helped me remember that experience during my meditation and go in and retrieve that part of my soul that was fragmented and also my mother and the lions because they were also traumatized because they were abused and they were starved so they stayed with this and I

[00:46:22] learned with working with him as well and my own with my own soul retrievals that animals can get stuck with this too so that I have a chapter on retrieving our animal companions that may be stuck with this like in wartime or something like that.

[00:46:37] And so, I had a dog who's on the other side now but I remembered her we rest she was a rescue and she had been with me in many many lifetimes.

[00:46:50] So that was the lifetime that started this chain of events or this pattern, these agreements where he would come back he agreed to come back and be with me in other lifetimes where I could heal and bring those traumas into the hole because that part of my soul was fragmented

[00:47:10] and that's when I saw the lifetime as a witch where I was I was burned as a witch.

[00:47:16] I didn't see what the lifetime was I just saw where I was burned and I saw him burn at the stake and I saw him who I recognized pacing back and forth it was very eerie.

[00:47:28] Well I'm floating above my body being burned as a witch and it was in Germany.

[00:47:36] I remember that and you know I was probably a herbalist or a healer or something and I felt pure hate from him in that moment as I was seeing that lifetime.

[00:47:51] Do you do you like when you when you think about that lifetime, when they say witches you were just being a healer it's not like we were doing you were doing anything like black magic or anything I mean what why it was so many because I hear all of these things where

[00:48:06] all so many witches were killed can you talk about why that happened and what scared the people because I feel like even now a lot of the healers and things like that when we talk about it.

[00:48:19] It still scares people.

[00:48:21] So they probably still have those memories from the past as well.

[00:48:25] And why were people scared.

[00:48:26] Yes, I've helped a lot of people with soul retrieval have come to me that that are healers now or you know working in some type of practice and can't quite dive in deep to in their gifts and abilities because they were tortured or murdered because they, you know, they were burned as a witch or

[00:48:48] hung as a witch or something like that.

[00:48:52] Marked as a witch and what I understand is I learned history from my friends past lives, seeing past lives.

[00:49:00] But it's but we already know this in history anyway it's pretty common knowledge that that the Vatican, you know, started the crusades against the Druids and the pagan religion the earth religions, and to wipe them out and convert tried and trying to convert them

[00:49:17] and that's, they would arrest people that didn't convert as and brand them as a witch male and female I mean even happened in the States, not that long ago.

[00:49:31] So, yeah, and all you had, you know, all these people had to do is be upset with someone basically and accuse them of being a witch.

[00:49:39] And, and that's when the mock trials might happen.

[00:49:44] When you say, you know, like what I'm thinking is so you when you and your mother in your lifetime in the Roman era, when you were killing other people by throwing them to the lines.

[00:49:56] Was this also something that you picked in your soul contract like do you think you would have already picked okay I am going to kill people. Do people do that.

[00:50:04] They do.

[00:50:06] Yes.

[00:50:07] We, what I understand.

[00:50:09] Okay, is that we pick both sides of the coin like you were saying earlier there's like God said well some people pick.

[00:50:16] You know when she was channeling present.

[00:50:18] Yeah, some people pick to be the perpetrator some people pick to be the what we call a victim. And then, you know we've changed roles.

[00:50:25] Some people like being a perpetrator so they might have a lot of experiences like that or they haven't healed being a perpetrator and it their soul might be marked and or you know they might have that shadow and feeling guilty and and feeling

[00:50:42] so much guilt that they aren't able to heal it and they might come back caught up in a loop with that not knowing how to heal it. So there's all kinds of reasons why, why we might get stuck in a loop.

[00:50:57] But yeah, that's, that's what we do I don't like being a perpetrator.

[00:51:02] Oh, so now you're like the other end of the spectrum.

[00:51:07] I'm done with both sides but yeah.

[00:51:13] When you get to a certain frequency is like it's a lot harder to be a perpetrator than it is to be the perpetrate.

[00:51:19] E or the one.

[00:51:23] Okay, that makes sense. So when when when when there were person who burnt you at the stake right so when he chooses that he's choosing to be the abuser.

[00:51:36] When he chooses that isn't he afraid or like don't we have any consequences because he did that isn't he going to be in some sort of sort of karmic loop where now he has to get abuse and then then the next abuse the victim has to get abuse like isn't it going to keep on going on and on.

[00:51:51] Now when you break the pattern, the and what I worked extensively with Yeshua on and that's why I came back that's why he sent me back to earth is we got you know you got to fix this.

[00:52:03] You got to heal this. Yeah, totally and not just for you but for my whole soul family or you know my soul family that I did it does affect is that he and I made that agreement because since I was still stuck on the in the trauma of that first lifetime.

[00:52:22] I asked him, hey you know I didn't. There's still part of me stuck down there on earth part of my soul. Can you come with me and trigger something in me and put me in that position again to where I might be able to heal it and bring that part of my soul in that fragmented

[00:52:39] part of my soul in so I can heal it in that lifetime. Yeah, and he's like, All right, I got to be a bad guy again. Okay.

[00:52:48] So, so that's when I realized and I write about that in the book that he loved me so much that he would lower his frequency to be an appropriator and you know in these few lifetimes that we had together.

[00:53:05] So that I would be able to forgive it first of all forgive it and bring the trauma bring the experience into the whole. Now he's free to raise his frequency and move on his spiritual path where he doesn't have to keep being a you know a jerk and

[00:53:28] or you know whatever I mean he has soul contracts with other people too of course but with me it he doesn't have to worry about that anymore.

[00:53:37] And I don't either.

[00:53:40] Wow, that is a very different perspective. So it means that when we are going through like let's say when we're going through and

[00:53:49] what can I say abuse right when we go through an abuse. If I went through an abuse in this lifetime, and I allow that to consume my life forever, and I keep thinking about it and I keep playing the victim card, then I didn't learn my lesson and

[00:54:06] if. So I will probably decide choose to come back again and say that I want to go through the same thing again so that this time, at least I would get another opportunity to heal that and then close it and never go through it again.

[00:54:20] And someone else will have to say yes I will choose to be your abuser because then he also has to go through that low vibrational earth life and deal with because it's not easy to be like that you're going to attract all the low vibrational

[00:54:35] opportunities or junk and he has to deal with that so that makes sense because you did mention that in the book you said that the people who challenge us the most love us the most too at the time that you met your abuser and you gave him a hug.

[00:54:54] Yes. Yeah, that was that was crazy.

[00:54:58] Yeah, afterwards. I mean look at Christ. He was crucified. He forgave everyone you know and that's that's a prime example right there. He didn't have to repeat it he didn't he didn't you know die mad he didn't die angry he didn't

[00:55:27] he did that when when all these people they abused him they mocked him they killed him they spat on him beat him finally crucified him when he forgave all of them.

[00:55:42] We healed all those things on the planet. Yes.

[00:55:47] That now makes sense because I keep asking why did he have to die that way because he could have he knows he has so much knowledge he could have just evaded that he could have avoided putting himself in that situation right so okay now that makes total sense as to why he did that.

[00:56:04] You know, can you talk about your most loved lifetime of being the mermaid.

[00:56:11] Well, the whole thing yeah that lifetime definitely is I mean I love this life too.

[00:56:18] For sure.

[00:56:20] But the mermaid is it's in the fifth dimension so it's amazing.

[00:56:28] It's close right for us know.

[00:56:31] Yeah, yes.

[00:56:33] Yes. Yeah.

[00:56:34] So it's in the in the fifth dimension where I understand in the on that planet and yeah that's where I'll return some day somehow.

[00:56:50] I don't know how to explain it other than that.

[00:56:52] You spoke about your partner the your partner over there and how you were so in love with him and how you had children the way procreation happened in that planet.

[00:57:08] Right. Yeah, it's different than humans.

[00:57:13] It's very intense.

[00:57:16] And yeah, yeah.

[00:57:18] So I still have those experiences when I go out of body so it's not we can have those experiences here too of course with Tantra you know Tantric love making things like that which is what yes will taught me as well.

[00:57:33] But on the in the water world it's it's a merging that is undescribable indescribable.

[00:57:40] And yeah, the procreation is different. We hold.

[00:57:48] I share an experience where I saw that I was nursing a baby but I remembered also that when a baby is born.

[00:58:01] She the gestation period is shorter.

[00:58:04] And when she when the baby is born, the mother holds her next to her in her chest all the time carries her there all the time and nurses her until she's able to nourish herself in the waters.

[00:58:27] Yeah, so she's never separated from the mother for when she's out of the body because she still needs the mother to be there be her support system.

[00:58:40] And do you know how they look like the mermaids is it just like how we see in movies.

[00:58:49] Yeah, kind of.

[00:58:51] I remember my skin is was is pale.

[00:58:56] I've seen myself as a mermaid so many times.

[00:58:59] And the thing that struck me the most was how strong I am.

[00:59:06] My body is just so freaking strong and I could feel how strong my body is.

[00:59:12] And yeah, I mean the typical mermaid or human type upper body and the fish type bottom lower body.

[00:59:30] Yeah, so a beautiful beautiful scaly iridescent skin gorgeous stunning.

[00:59:40] Yeah, you know in Dolores Canon's book also she speaks about the time in Atlantean era where people were making this half human half animal kind of things.

[00:59:50] So probably they were all just trying to recreate things from their memories as well.

[00:59:56] I believe that I also believe that there were natural aquatic beings mermaids on the planet during Atlantis as well so I don't think that it was all.

[01:00:09] That they were all genetically modified.

[01:00:11] They were natural ones.

[01:00:13] You know when you when we think about right now in the collective consciousness right now I hear so many stories like this way you remember your past lives people have NDE's do you think there is that this is has always been there or is there something different that's happening right now on the planet with people remembering near death experience.

[01:00:39] People remembering their past lives trying to heal it or having.

[01:00:43] Yeah, I think that we've always had the ability and it was probably a lot easier for us, you know when we didn't have distractions like we have now and things that are trying to stop us from remembering who we really are that type of thing.

[01:01:03] But when we lived in communities and you know and lived in close to the earth and that type of thing I believe it was natural for us.

[01:01:12] We used to know how to heal a lot easier than we do now.

[01:01:17] It was in an unnatural way in a natural way and that's why we were killed for it.

[01:01:24] I believe so but those things are turning around.

[01:01:30] Yeah, so I think it's natural.

[01:01:33] I think it's natural for us to connect to the higher planes and travel, you know, outside of our body and outside of our physical realm.

[01:01:44] Indigenous people do it all the time.

[01:01:47] You know, how do we know if we are travel days?

[01:01:50] How do we know if there is trauma in ourselves?

[01:01:54] How does it come out?

[01:01:57] Well, if there's something that gets in the way of moving forward in life of you or anyone, not you in particular but whoever is watching might have that question.

[01:02:13] If there's anything that's going on in your life that you have trouble getting through that you're stuck in, if you feel stuck, if you feel lost.

[01:02:25] If, you know, if you've had trauma in your life and you feel like you can't get over it, that type of thing or something's going on where you feel grief and you don't know why.

[01:02:36] If you feel guilty about something you don't know why that could definitely be past life trauma that hasn't been healed.

[01:02:42] If you feel like you can't let go of someone or something, there's probably more than likely something there that's keeping 100% sure.

[01:02:57] That if we're not happy in life and living the life that we want, there's something there that's keeping us from doing that and that's what we need to heal.

[01:03:13] When you say soul retrieval, right? What exactly does that mean and how do you do that?

[01:03:20] Soul retrieval is capturing a fragment in part of our soul that's still stuck in trauma.

[01:03:27] Like I was with that part of my soul, that personality that was still stuck energetically in their ancient Roman days with the lions and with my mother.

[01:03:38] I was killed there. I've had a really big one for me too was the Civil War lifetime as prudence where I lost my children and I blamed myself for that one.

[01:03:51] And that was what I understand was probably the last lifetime I had before this one because that was pretty, that was really profound.

[01:04:04] It was hard for me to retrieve and I did feel worthy of having children in this lifetime.

[01:04:10] And I share a story about having children in this lifetime in the book.

[01:04:15] You mentioned about the prudence when you met Prue and the husband and the children.

[01:04:22] They had so much trauma in them that they were still walking on the planet, not knowing where to go, not knowing where the light is.

[01:04:32] And you had to go into that state, into the meditative state to retrieve them. Is that what it means? Retrieval?

[01:04:41] Yes. Bring that part of our soul, that fragmented part of our soul into the Christ light.

[01:04:50] And it comes and basically always comes down to forgiveness and fear of being judged.

[01:04:57] Also Christianity can cause, you know, fundamental Christianity can cause that or any kind of fundamental religion that talks about judgment and punishment can can cause a part of our soul to be still stuck in the world.

[01:05:19] And on the earth playing because, you know, afraid of God's judgment, God's judgment type of thing. So I come across that quite a bit in my work.

[01:05:28] Yeah, so there's all kinds of reasons why we might become fragmented. We could become fragmented during our day.

[01:05:34] If something traumatic happens, we get into, you know, maybe a big fight with someone and it affects us.

[01:05:42] You know, so we should, we really should take at the end of the day bring in parts of us that we leave somewhere during our day and doesn't have to be super traumatic but it can be where we've just left our part of us somewhere.

[01:06:00] So when people come to you for their, do you put them in a meditative state or what is the process like to do it? Or do you just get downloads?

[01:06:16] If we're doing soul retrieval, that type of thing, past life, so retrieval, I can do work with them where we enter a light trans state together.

[01:06:25] And and I'm able to see past lives for people. I'm able to go into the records also teach classes on how to do this on your own. So because I have an academy.

[01:06:34] And because we all used to know how to do this. And so you, we can all do it on our own. And that's one thing that Yeshua wants wanted me to help people with.

[01:06:43] And so we could do that together. We go through that process together and I'll dive into any lifetime that comes up for the person as I'm channeling from the other side.

[01:06:56] And it always makes sense to the client. Oh, well that's why I am the way I am or oh, that's no wonder that makes sense. That kind of thing.

[01:07:05] And so just bringing that part in into the whole can will be very life changing definitely.

[01:07:16] And also I'm a hypnotherapist as well if people prefer regression.

[01:07:21] So if they knew they could go to our cash records if that's what they believe in or hypnotherapy something that a lot of people would like the logical people would be able to believe in that part.

[01:07:31] So it makes sense. So if you're struggling with any sort of trauma or if you're not able to move forward in life, then Sharon would be help you will be able to help you out in that.

[01:07:41] You know when when we ask Yeshua about past lives or like I think one of the biggest questions we have is how do we forgive ourselves?

[01:07:56] Right, because there was a time when I this time I think I would I was reading the course and miracles book. Yeah.

[01:08:04] And I didn't realize that there was something in me that I had not forgiven.

[01:08:10] And I realized that I forgive people like I can easily forgive people and just move on.

[01:08:15] But there was a part of me in me that I had not forgiven for something that I did when I was in my early 20s, which is not such a big deal because now when I think about it, I was just I wanted to like I had a boyfriend and in Indian community that's like such a big deal right.

[01:08:28] So I was like, that's it. I did a big crime now that that's why I'm being punished. So that thing was still stuck in me.

[01:08:35] So when you say that when you go to your past life so when you say prudence in her civil war lifetime where the children fell but she felt that it was her fault when it wasn't right.

[01:08:48] So how could we like what strategy could we use to find reasons as to why I should forgive myself?

[01:08:59] Yeah, there's no really logical way of doing it.

[01:09:05] We I can show how Yeshua taught me.

[01:09:08] Yeah.

[01:09:09] Okay, he taught me to think of any situation where you don't even if you don't know if there's a situation but you just find it hard to forgive yourself about something.

[01:09:19] Imagine in your meditation just imagine and you can do this with anything or anyone just imagine you in front of you telling yourself I forgive you I forgive you I forgive you with that in mind.

[01:09:33] Fake it till you make it. That's how I did it until you feel it and you know it's real and you'll find that breakthrough.

[01:09:43] It'll come if you stay persistent with it and discipline and dedicated.

[01:09:48] I promise that it will come that breakthrough will come.

[01:09:54] You'll have that.

[01:09:56] That makes me.

[01:09:58] Yeah, when you sit in the meditations these visions will come through and that's kind of how it came through for me to I sat and I asked why should what it is and then it's like certain things started like things that I thought I had forgotten started coming up so when you just sit with yourself in meditation it would come up.

[01:10:16] Makes sense.

[01:10:18] What can we do to connect with Yeshua more?

[01:10:23] What how can I see or hear Yeshua?

[01:10:26] I would just ask him to come to you.

[01:10:29] Ask him to be present with you and I would suggest have a dedicated time to be with be with him and stay true to that. That's how I was able to do it and I am true to that and include him in your life.

[01:10:46] Ask him to show you that he's around and give you signs.

[01:10:53] Do you know about the show The Chosen? Have you heard of The Chosen? I think it's pretty much all over the world by now.

[01:11:02] Oh yeah, yeah, The Chosen series.

[01:11:04] Yes.

[01:11:04] The series The Chosen.

[01:11:06] Well, I started watching that and I actually was had had resistance to watching it because I have my own personal relationship with with Christ and I hadn't seen anything so far in TV that really compared to how you know how I see him.

[01:11:26] So I finally watched it just showed up one day in my feed when I was sitting down to relax to watch TV at the end of the night. And so I said, okay, I'll watch it.

[01:11:36] I got hooked and as I was watching it, synchronicity started happening all around me where he was showing me that he's with me watching it and he was thanking me for watching it because it's such a profound series.

[01:11:49] I felt and it's really, really good. And I was actually starting to see what the next show was going to be. I was seeing into the future as well.

[01:12:01] So it opened up a portal within me to be closer even closer to him.

[01:12:06] So I would say as well is, you know, study Course in Miracles there's another study guide called the way of mastery, which is really good. And that brings him close and when I, when I open up that book and sit with that.

[01:12:22] I feel him very strongly with me those are his treat true teachings like a course in miracles, but it's a little more palatable.

[01:12:30] I feel, yeah. And get my book. Hey, yeah, and get my book because you'll feel him in here. I promise.

[01:12:38] Yeah, you can feel like the real connection like a human sort of connection with God because with Yeshua in Course in Miracles it's more like a teacher relationship.

[01:12:47] But in the book you get to see where Yeshua is just like this friend sitting with you all the time having a chat with you having a back and forth discussion with you.

[01:12:56] So it's just so beautiful. That's how he is in the way of mastery to excuse me, but that's how Tonya. That's how he is in the way of mastery that the way she is also channeled.

[01:13:07] Oh, yes. Yes. Okay. Yeah. It's not channeled messages, but someone it's like the awakened like someone's relationship with Yeshua. Is it like that?

[01:13:17] Yes, it is. And he sits with him and channels the teachings in group in a group of people and then they transcribe them in the way of mastery. I have it right here.

[01:13:32] The study guide. Yeah, right here. Study guide right here. Oh, this is also pretty big, right?

[01:13:39] Yeah, this is three books in one.

[01:13:42] Three books in one.

[01:13:43] Yeah, you can get them separate. Do you think Yeshua would just come down and like teach us like, you know, like how we could I could just go to this graduation. I have so many books, you know, I just want to go and like do a three year course.

[01:13:57] And like get the degree.

[01:14:00] I know right? Well, this is like a conduit for it for him.

[01:14:05] And, you know, we have to open portals. That's what we have to do. We have to open portals and take the time and the energy and the focus to meet him in that portal. This is the portal right here.

[01:14:21] This is how he met me in this portal.

[01:14:24] Oh, you can see it very well. This is the portal.

[01:14:27] What does a portal mean when you say portal?

[01:14:31] This a portal is a tunnel or highway between worlds.

[01:14:41] So we need to open up that in certain things that we do and focus on in our meditations.

[01:14:48] And in our everyday life to we're opening portals all the time everything's basically a portal.

[01:14:53] And so we open up these highways in between realms in between worlds and frequencies.

[01:15:03] So if I when I read your book and I get to know more about Yeshua, that's the portal.

[01:15:10] If I watch the shows if I watch the chosen series.

[01:15:13] That makes sense because in the Bible, God says seek me and you will find me.

[01:15:18] So when you keep seeking God through or Yeshua through these different books and resources even YouTube videos and all of that.

[01:15:26] That's a portal. Yeah.

[01:15:28] Okay, now I understand what portals mean.

[01:15:31] I thought it's just inaccessible to normal humans.

[01:15:34] Okay. No.

[01:15:37] Thank you so much.

[01:15:38] I think in this, in this episode you clarified a lot of things for me and hopefully to the audience as well where these big terminologies that we call as portal, soul retrieval.

[01:15:50] And then, you know, all of these things you made it simple for us.

[01:15:56] It's, it's absolutely amazing that you came up and spoke to us about all of these things.

[01:16:02] And from, from our conversation, what I can understand is that this life is beautiful and magical.

[01:16:07] Everything that's happening in life is for our own good.

[01:16:11] If there is a message that you can give to anyone watching this episode, what would that be?

[01:16:17] They have a final message.

[01:16:19] Oh gosh, yes.

[01:16:20] Well, what you said, putting it in simple terms is perfect because Yeshua says that in the way of mastery that it's really simple.

[01:16:30] It is really simple to find the kingdom.

[01:16:34] It is, we don't have to make it complicated.

[01:16:39] Yeah.

[01:16:40] You know, it's just be, be our true selves, be authentic, be love, be kind to others, be kind to ourselves.

[01:16:48] And, and don't worry because everything's going to be okay.

[01:16:52] That's beautiful.

[01:16:53] Shadon, where can we find you?

[01:16:56] And can you talk about your course as well?

[01:16:59] Well, my website is Sharon, synonda.com S-H-A-R-O-N-S-A-N-A-N-D-A.com.

[01:17:06] And I do have an academy where I teach courses and I have other practitioners there as well.

[01:17:13] And my next, let's see, my next class, I took August off for the summer.

[01:17:19] I'm doing a presentation on out of body experiences and a Q&A.

[01:17:23] That's my next kind of a class.

[01:17:27] And after that, I will be doing a course on automatic writing and channeling in October.

[01:17:36] Wow.

[01:17:37] So I have quite a few courses, psychic development, mediumship development and past life, so retrieval as well.

[01:17:44] Which one out of all of these courses would be your favorite?

[01:17:48] Oh, I love them all.

[01:17:48] But I think past life, so retrieval might be my favorite because I see how much it heals.

[01:17:56] When you say channeling, you have course on channeling and out of body experiences and stuff.

[01:18:02] Who could come and take these courses?

[01:18:04] Because what if I can't do it?

[01:18:06] I mean, is it there in the sole contract where, okay, this person can do it and this person cannot do it?

[01:18:12] Or can anyone do it?

[01:18:14] No, anyone can do it.

[01:18:15] It's just a matter of trusting what you're getting and what you're doing.

[01:18:19] We all have the ability, we're all channeling anyway.

[01:18:22] Just depends on what we're channeling, right?

[01:18:26] Because we're all bringing in, even in this conversation, we're bringing in information from somewhere.

[01:18:31] So we're channeling.

[01:18:33] So it's just a matter of diving in deeper.

[01:18:36] And I, in the channeling course, automatic writing and channeling,

[01:18:39] I help with diving in deeper into your soul.

[01:18:43] And then start to tap into where you're not, you know, you recognize it's not your conscious self writing.

[01:18:52] It starts with writing and you're tapping into the higher planes

[01:18:57] and you're bringing through guidance from your guidance system, your spirit team.

[01:19:03] And then we move from there to voice channeling.

[01:19:05] Anyone can do it.

[01:19:07] It's just a matter of trusting.

[01:19:09] When, can you explain, I know this, I should have probably asked this on the first part of this interview,

[01:19:15] but can you explain what exactly is channeling?

[01:19:17] And that is a, because when I used the word channeling, there's a blockage that creates, that's created in peoples.

[01:19:23] And then they don't listen to the rest of the conversation.

[01:19:25] But if I can use another word or if I can explain it in a more simple everyday terminology, how can I do that?

[01:19:35] Okay, let's see.

[01:19:39] Good question.

[01:19:41] Okay, I know some people get all channeling.

[01:19:44] Yeah. Well, what we're all connected anyway, we're connected to everyone, everything.

[01:19:56] And what we can do, what we have the ability to do is move in deeper past the ego, go past the ego and tap into our higher.

[01:20:09] Self or higher guidance and bring that through.

[01:20:15] Whether it be on pen and paper, keyboard or through our voice or voice boxes, our tool, our pen is our tool, our keyboard is our tool.

[01:20:29] And what we're doing is just bringing in insights from our higher parts of ourselves, our higher guidance, guide source, whatever we are bringing through.

[01:20:39] And we give permission to do that when we're being creative, we're channeling.

[01:20:49] When we're writing, I was channeling this, you know, from memory and also as I was writing it, I was remembering more and more and healing more and more.

[01:20:58] So anyone who writes knows it.

[01:21:03] It's, you get in the flow, you get in the, the, what do they call it the zone?

[01:21:10] That's channeling.

[01:21:12] You're just an open vessel.

[01:21:14] The word that's coming to my head is tuning in like, you know, let's say we are in this big room and you have so many people yelling at you and then you want to focus on your mom and see what she wants to talk to you.

[01:21:27] You just tune in on her, you focus in on her and then you hear what her messages and when we are channeling or we call it as maybe focusing or tuning in.

[01:21:38] We are just eradicating all the noise around us, you know, what, what the neighbors said, what your teacher said, all of that.

[01:21:44] And then you're just focusing on, okay, what does, what do I want?

[01:21:47] What am I saying?

[01:21:50] So maybe I should start calling it tuning in.

[01:21:54] You're right. It's like tuning a radio dial where you tune out the static and you tune into the station that you want to listen to.

[01:22:04] And then you just use your tools to bring it through.

[01:22:07] Yeah, makes sense. Beautiful.

[01:22:09] So all of the resources that were mentioned today will be at www.celestivalve.com forward slash episode forward slash 24.

[01:22:18] The book, Sharon's wonderful book, her courses, website, all the details will be there.

[01:22:25] And I hope you would go and check it out.

[01:22:27] You must read the book.

[01:22:29] It's beautiful. There's so much we haven't covered.

[01:22:31] It is called the Awakened Soul.

[01:22:34] And like if Sharon would probably have her own series one day.

[01:22:38] You know, I hope that happens.

[01:22:40] Well, I'm definitely working on my book series, Awakened Soul 2.

[01:22:44] Yes, it's in the works now.

[01:22:47] That's awesome.

[01:22:48] So thank you so much, Sharon for coming on the podcast and speaking to us today.

[01:22:53] We really appreciate it.

[01:22:54] Thank you so much.

[01:22:55] Thank you, Tonya. It's been a pleasure. Thank you.

[01:22:58] Thank you so much, Sharon for coming on the podcast today.

[01:23:01] If you want links to anything mentioned on the show, head over to www.celestivalve.com forward slash episode forward slash 24.

[01:23:18] www.celestivalve.com forward slash YouTube.